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Messages in Egypt.

/ Ann Murphy / 3 Comments

I received this in the first year of living in Luxor, Egypt. (6th June 2012). I was living in the large village of Qurna, on the west bank of the Nile. (The other side is Luxor). It was a tumultuous period and there were times I thought I could not bear it any longer. It was an alien world to me, and I was living in a way I had never experienced before, with people I did not understand, and who did not understand me. On any level. Yet, I was aware that I had karmic ties there; a rebalancing that was necessary. Much of the difficulty stemmed from this awareness. The ‘past’ energies were very present and yet the ‘present’ was completely different, and yet not different at all. Times had not changed in all the centuries, but with the advent of electricity, mobile phones, televisions, tourists and concrete and brick buildings, everything was growing in a different direction. Yet, from another perspective, it was the perfect place to heal, and I learned to see the beauty and potential there.

But it did take time…

I was also aware that Egypt was to experience a renewal. It was to become the garden of Eden again although this would take many years. The number of healers and earthworkers installing the new codes in Egypt, and resurrecting the old ones – the ones that need to be resurrected – are doing this work. That was why I was there. My job was to clear away the old and then anchor new templates, preparing the grid for the ruby energies of the Mother to flow into,- when the time was right. This would bring love, and the balance of the divine masculine and the Divine feminine, just as it had been in the past.

It was very hard work. My guides, however, were constantly reassuring me, giving me information to help me understand what on earth I was doing there, literally. The information I received (below) is also for those healers who are doing, and have done, the work of realigning and anchoring. Change takes years and sometimes those changes are not what we would like them to be. But, as I was constantly reminded: ‘All is in Divine Order’.

This is what my guides told me:

“You entered this world with one intention: that of anchoring the consciousness of the Divine Feminine in harmony with the Ray of Service. This would ensure that those of you born under the sign of Divine Potential would bring both Light, and Solace, to the masses, each in your own individual way. To do this you sacrificed your own personal needs, and desires, to support the energies that would change the nature of reality itself. You gave up ‘Love’ in favour of soulful service; you gave up ‘wealth’ in favour of thriving and surviving; and you gave up ‘hope’ in favour of possibility. These sacrifices have not been in vain.

“You see all around you, in everything you do, the note of Service and Potential, and in every way, you do your best to meet the requirements of the situations in which you find yourselves. This is no easy task, we know, but we assure you that this service is needed and desired by all those alive on this planet, at this time, even if they are unaware of it.

“So keep up the good work and know that the Keys to Heaven, through the Star Gates, have enabled thousands to access their Divine Selves. You who are born in service, have opened these gates so all who are ready can step through and experience a completely new ‘Living’ potential, one which has not been achieved so far. And it is you, the Ones who sacrifice their own needs to serve the Whole, who will look back and feel the Joy of the connection which all those souls now experience for the first time. A connection you have enjoyed for many centuries.

“So be glad to carry the flame into Humanity’s future and be glad also that you were part of this huge awakening, never before experienced by Humanity in its journey of evolution. Put all else behind you now and know that the seeds are planted and a new life is about to be lived by all.”

Another message I received in 2012:

“An open wound lies at the heart of Egypt. A wound festering with rot and putrefaction. This wound was caused by the dark thoughts and deeds of those in the past who desired power at all costs. They wished for nothing more than the ultimate control of an entire region. This desire for control has cost the lives of many people and continues to do so for this wound rots more and more each day, cutting off the life-force of those who live here. Without this life-force nothing can survive for long, which is why you see a dying nation before your eyes. It will not be long before the country will fall into the wrong hands. The hands of those who would be only too happy to take the reins of power and control the people once again. Mercy is on their lips but the fire of hate is in their hearts.

“This is why it is imperative that you continue your sojourn in the lands of Khemit and that you continue to learn the old ways, paving the way for the new to enter and for the life-force to be slowly reignited in the hearts of the people, for they will lose their power yet again. They will be left wanting. The only solution here is in the reinstatement of the Divine Mother energies into their hearts. It is the only way that life can be assured. The rivers are running dry now and soon will be dried up river beds so the water needs to be made to flow in the veins of the earth once more.

“We bequeath to you now the ability to bring the Water’s of Life to the shores of evil. It will be like a mighty ocean wave that slowly builds, nearly unnoticed, until one day it will become a mighty, unstoppable wave of power and life, bringing succour and hope to the people. We bequeath to you also the desire to create a fountain of life where all can enjoy the benefits of this energy, a place where love and joy, intermingled with life and creation can be experienced, bringing a new wave of light to the world of the East. A wave of love so profound that to experience it will change their lives forever.

“Let this be so now and do our bidding as we guide you. For you will have to walk in the dark places to get this gift and to plant the seeds, just as you have been doing. And one day, these gifts will be shared with all those who desire to plant these seeds in the other dark places of the world.

“Let this be your task now. Feel it and see it and let it guide your footsteps, for it is a long journey but one which ultimately will mean safety and love for an entire region.

“We leave you now to peruse our words. Go in peace sister.

The masters of Light.”

28 June 2012

“Vestiges remain of what was once fertile ground in this valley. Vestiges, which, when once more  discovered, can bring fertility to the entire region of Upper Egypt, as it was in days of old.

“It only remains to be seen how this will be accomplished.

“During your days of isolation ponder this: in times gone by there were many such fertile crescents, and there in lies a clue as to their whereabouts! These crescents were designed by us to be areas of distinct human experience. Areas which fostered much growth and awareness within the inhabitants who resided therein. These areas now lie in fallow places and to look on them none would know that once these places were places of immense beauty and life. Places where people’s lives were touched by the Divine in their every making moment; places where the forces of creation resided, side by side, with the inhabitants; places that reflected beauty and shone a light out into the world; places where equality was the norm and segregation unheard of.

“There is one such place known to you as Solomon the Wise’s temple. This place straddled two great empires and within these empires the place you know as Baghdad was once a fertile crescent of such beauty as to be unimagined in your current time. This temple was a creation of immense magnitude, a creation unbounded by walls and pillars but created of love and wisdom shining a light into the whole of the area you now know as Saudi Arabia and Israel. Once these two great lands were ‘sisters’, joined in a bond of love and creation, places where none knew drought or starvation, for the goddess and her light shone brightly there.

“Only when the forces of light became overshadowed by the forces of the dark did this region begin to struggle and life became a daunting task indeed. It became a place of death, and not of life, for that is what occurs when the Mother no longer holds sway in her land. Between the two lands now lies a barrier. A barrier which must be removed and the ancient past once again renewed. Only in this action can the love of the Mother regain her rightful place in this world.

“Now that you are here, you can see which way the land lies, and which direction you must take in order to restore the ancient one to her throne. For she needs the aid of human helpers and devotees to reinstall the sacred codes of life and love and creation.

“Try this: it will aid you in your far memories of this place in times of old.

“Dig deep into the annals of history bound within the stone walls of Nineveh’s’ tombs. You will know this place once you have found it. Buried within its walls lies a mystery and the keys to the mysteries need to be inserted before the secrets can be revealed. You have been given the keys so now all it takes is for you to travel to this place with your loved one and remind the walls of what they were designed to do. With the keys you hold you will release the sacred codes which will allow you to reveal the mysteries. (still haven’t done this and have no idea how! But when the time is right…)

“As is usual we will provide you with the means to this work so all will be well, never fear. For now go about your work and we will begin the downloads which will allow you to ‘remember’ the sacred rites of release. This will happen over a period of time, so relax, and go with any changes you feel and all will be well. Live well in this world and do not fear that you are not on the right track for this land is a dark one and sorely needs the light of the Mother to break its bonds and release her back into the world once more. The Masters of Time.

“Let us intervene here. Tonight, as you are beginning to go into sleep remind yourself of what it is you hope to achieve here. Remind yourself that you are a vessel, holding light of the Divine Mother, so that all who come into contact with her will prosper and thrive. Remember too, to hold your light steady in the midst of the darkness for only in doing so can you hope to remain here. Remember your sacred oath to help this land when its need was great. You will need all your strength to hold yourself steady for the time is fast approaching when the forces of dark threaten those of the light in this area. Remind yourself daily that none can touch you or harm you and all will be well in your world.

“Do not fear oblivion, but walk tall and straight, and allow none to diminish your light. For you are the light here, the eternal, everlasting light of the Mother. When you return to England’s’ shores, return with the light of the Divine in your hands, and anchor it strongly there beneath your feet. It will help you as you build your light center, and the means to sustain yourselves through the dark storms of humanity’s trial. For it will be a trial, and there will be many who will come to your door seeking nourishment. Give it freely and when the light once again returns to Egypt there will many who will remember your kindnesses and will repay you well. Live in the light now and fill yourself with it daily. Never fear, Love is here.”

I spent ten years in Egypt doing energywork and am now back in the UK doing the same. Building the Light-center. But the center is an ancient place, not a modern center as we think of it. It was always a center of light, built by the ancients and maintained as a place of balance of wisdom. When I received this channelling, I did not understand what they meant. Now, it is clearer. Many things are clearer now. I had forgotten many of these words my guides gave me in Egypt, and there are many more. At the time they did not make much sense, but twelve years on, they are beginning to.

Ninevah Jonah’s Tomb

The Crusader.

/ Ann Murphy / Leave a comment

I’ve been doing many past life readings lately, and thinking about some of them and how they relate to my own memories of past lives, especially those that have an emotional foundation. This is not something we consider when we think of potential past lives where we may have been a member of the Knights Templar brotherhood or a crusading knight. When we think of them, we tend to think only of the spiritual aspects, their quest for the Holy Land – however we understand that. We forget that the members of the brotherhood were human beings with human emotions and reactions.

While I was considering this, my guides suggested I share my own past life ‘crusader’ memory and how that life plays such a huge part in my current lifetime. They intimated that it might be of assistance to those currently re-experiencing past life memories within that time, and also the energetic ‘push’ that was playing out and that is currently being played out. So, I will endeavour to recount what I remember, what they told me, and how it plays out. Because I am not done with it yet.

The first information, I had about a lifetime as a crusading knight, I received in my thirties. I was meditating, as I did every day, and my guide appeared and gave me information. For most of my life, I had been looking for my Soulmate. But my relationships, up to this point which had been challenging and often abusive. I attracted men that brought up issues, known and unknown, which I had developed around the relationship I had with my father and other abuse experiences I had when I was younger. In the nineties, my quest, as a completely co-dependent woman, was to find the ONE. In that search, I had a reading with a woman who had done her training with the Alice Bailey Arcane School. I had been doing training with this material too, along with some friends of mine, and therefore I trusted her background. I was always careful about who I had readings from.

She told me I would never meet my soulmate but that I would have a number of relationships which would allow me to heal past-life and present life issues. She explained that these were souls I had known before, in past lives, and with whom I still had things to work out. To say I was disappointed would be an understatment. For my entire life I had been looking for the perfect relationship and now it looked like that was never going to happen. She also mentioned Jerusalem, and that I had failed before, but was now given an opportunity to try again.

I did not really understand what she meant, as I was only a few years into my conscious psychic development, so my guide thought it would be a good idea to give me an explanation, from a soul perspective. The way he did this was to show me a past life which I had chosen to work through in this one. As it turns out, there are multiple layers to this, but I will focus on the two most most important parts.

In that lifetime, I was a knight by the name of de Guillaume. William. I was a crusader. I was also madly in love with a noblewoman, and just about to go on my second crusade. She promised to marry me on my return and gave me a token to take with me so I would not forget her. It was a small kerchief which I tied around my upper left arm. With her promise of marriage I happily set off for the Holy Land. I returned successful, and more importantly alive ( I did not survive the following one) only to fnd she had not waited. Instead, she had married someone else.

I felt betrayed, angry and hopeless, and fell into a deep depression.

At this point in the vision-memory, my guide stepped in again. He went on to explain that the crusade I had gone on was supposed to be in service to God, but instead, I had gone in service to human love, and my own needs. In that lifetime, I had not succeeded in my chosen task. Therefore, I had chosen to come again, but this time, relationships would be secondary to my service to the Source. Once again, I was gutted. My need for love was immense. I was in my thirties. The last thing I needed to hear was that my life would be devoted to divine service, even though I wanted that too. But not to the exclusion of what I wanted most. I was codependent, after all and who, as a codependent person, wants to hear that they will never find the love they want?

Of course, he was talking about human love. Divine love is a whole different game. Something I understand now, but didn’t then.

I had a very physical message in Tintagel around this crusader lifetime, when myself and Chris went for a weekend to do energywork. This was back in 2005-ish. I had gone for a walk because my guides had told me to go the church of St Materiana. To get there, I had to take a side road that led past a tiny chapel called Fontevault Chapel, As I walked past it, my guides told me to stop and look in the hole at the side of the building and to take what I found there. I had no idea what they were talking about but I was used to being sent on ‘missions’, when they were teaching me to listen to their instructions.

At the tiny church, I noticed a square hole. You can just about make it out at the top of the steps to what would have been a door. Feeling self-conscious, a a little nervous, I put my hand through the hole. There was something in there. I pulled it out and it was a large, heavy piece of soapstone. It was too heavy to carry to the church on the cliff, and leftover feelings of guilt from my catholic upbringing made me feel bad, so I thought I’d pick it up on my way back to the bed and breakfast. That would give me time to process the morals of what they were telling me.

On my way back, hoping I was wrong and that my guides did not really want me to take it – someone had left it there for a reason, after all – again I was told to retrieve the stone. Hoping no-one could see me, even though it was evening and no-one was about, I took the stone and put it in my bag. I still felt bad, but told myself that it must be alright, otherwise my guides would not have told me to take it. It must mean something.

When I got back to the b & b, I took the stone out and examined it. It was large piece of creamy soapstone and on the base someone had scratched a message on it. It was a message to Richard the Lionheart in gratitude for the crusades they had shared. Now at this point, I knew about my past life, but had not yet gone to Ireland or Egypt, so did not really understand the message. Yet, I knew it was important to my own life. Richard was significant as it turned out. While cooking in my flat by the Red Sea, years later, one evening in 2016, my guides came in and said, ‘You slept with Richard’s mistress’. I had gone on crusade with him but I wasn’t all that faithful either by the looks of things. Or maybe it was revenge sex. Who knows…

(Fontevault chapel was named after an abbey which is also called Fonetvault/Fontevraud in Anjou, France. King Richard is buried there, along with Eleanor of Aquitaine, his mother. Both chapel and Abbey are dedicated to Our Lady of Fontevault).

Now in my sixties, I look back and see that both the medium, and my guide, were right. I have spent the past thirty years dealing with relationship issues, and now, taking care of my father, I am getting to the core of those issues, and the past life issues connected with them. I learned something invaluable from each relationship, and healed many layers. Those layers continued to go deeper. In each relationship, I was challenged to let go, over and over again, and my growth, and slowly my work with ‘Upstairs’, took precedence.

This involved more crusades. Two so far. The first to Ireland, and the second to Egypt. Each time, I had to choose to let go of loved ones, to do the work I had promised to do. The letting go was unbearable at times, but I was completely aware of the spiritual challenge, although at this stage I was not aware they were crusades. Even though my emotional attachments had to be secondary to the primary work of planetary healing it was not easy to bear, for me or for my loved ones, but I was learning to think with the mind of my soul.

And that brings me to the part my guide did not tell me, the part where I was continuing my crusader work of keeping open, and creating, the energy lines. It was only when I left Luxor, and moved to the Red Sea, that my guides told me what I was doing. All the work I had been doing since my last year in Ireland (2007-2008) had been building layers of energy in certain places, clearing a meridian across the country and opening the energy gates at each side of the country, so that energies could flow through the lines I had anchored. This included Iceland, Ireland, England, France and Egypt. (These links are only some of the work done in these places. But they give you an idea). Needless to say, I was not alone in this work. Friends who also did the Gaia Method Earthways were also present, each person joining in to do their part when it felt right for them. Crusades, after all, are not solitary pursuits.

The last energy line we anchored was in the Red Sea, and this line came from Europe, down through Egypt to Luxor, up to the Red Sea and across to Jerusalem. It was only then that I realised what I had been doing. In each of these countries, the meridians we were working on had to be cleared, before new templates of information could be anchored. All this work, and the work done by many healers and earth workers around the world, is to prepare for the Love frequency which will fill the grid when the time is right. The grid must be repaired and rebuilt before this love frequency can fill it.

I still wasn’t thinking in terms of crusades, however, but more that I was doing what I had been doing while on crusade: keeping the lines of light open and accessible, not for people primarily, but for the sacred sites. Until, a few months ago, my guides began talking about me beginning my third crusade. My third? I thought. What were the first two? I had not been thinking of the work we did in Ireland and Egypt as crusades, but to my guides that’s what they were.

My next crusade is in Spain, which will involve living there again for a time. All I know about this one is that I will be connecting to a past life where I was a Christian but converted to Islam in a city called Madinat al-Zahra in Cordoba. That information came in a dream, where I was shown the life I had led there, but I also felt the dynamics involved. I feel excited about reconnecting to that lifetime, as I feel it strongly, but I know that each ‘crusade’ has its own challenges and growth. And of course, there is the energywork, which I don’t know yet, but it will be clear the longer I am there.

It will take a few years, as did the others, but at least this time I know that I am working out my past-life failures and hopefully making a better job of it this time. And as for relationships? I’ve learned those lessons too, and no longer need one. Friendships and platonic relationships are more than good enough and they provide sufficient learning around the many faces of love.

Channelling. The ancient paths…15/8/12

/ Ann Murphy / Leave a comment

Micheldever Woods in the Spring.

Ancient footsteps fall flat upon the modern world, the shoes no longer fit.

Ancient pathways lay untrodden whilst modern man whistles by on wheels, the paths forgotten.

The waters glisten, yet are quiet, the sounds of oars upon wood a forgotten memory. The creak and groan of planks as they move through the water, no longer heard. All is fibreglass and steel…man’s creations.

Abandoned Fishing Boat in Wexford.

The sounds of the woods, an axe’s fall, an arrows whistle, gone now. Only the sound of gunshots crack and roar through the trees.

Time passes by but slowly now, Giant Elk bellows…a distant memory.

Micheldever Woods in Spring.

It seems so long ago and yet it was only yesterday. A yesterday which is still with us…in our minds. For all of human history lies here, hidden in the depths of the mind where no time exists.

All human knowledge resides here. Nothing is truly forgotten, it only appears so.

But how do we access this knowledge, this not-so-forgotten history?

Let us see…you could contact the ancestors, the Ancient Ones, those who still inhabit the dimensions of human memory.

Or…you could travel the ancient pathways and wear the old shoes and thereby allow your mind to bring to the fore long forgotten memories and skills. You see how easy it is?

The tea House of Brandon Dale. My Magical Place when I was a child.

Try it now and discover for yourself how humanity has moved through the ages and how he has forgotten himself in the process. When you have ‘remembered’, bring it back to life and then you will see how to move into the future.