White and Gold Dragon Diamonds.

I felt the need to tune in and I felt an old white dragon in my field. This dragon had been coming in for a few days, as three days earlier I had had an image of a white dragon, moving out from behind a tall mountain and moving towards me. When it appeared in ‘my reality’ it was the Quetzalcoatl dragon with vibrant rainbow feathers framing its serpent face. The following day, looking for images of this serpent I found one of a white plume of ash from a volcano in Mexico! That was how I had seen the white dragon and was good confirmation! I am always given confirming information of what they give me, which both confirms and gives me added information. This dragon also has a connection to the Goddess Ixchel, who has been very ‘present’ lately.

So back to the white dragon, which was now in my energy-field all around me. It felt like a faery story, as if I was the illustration in a book for children about dragons. She was writing an old book. She/I breathed out and as she did she formed a large white sphere out in front of me. Inside the sphere, there was the book, and as she blew out, the dragon breath was creating words on the page. Something about Dragon Lore and the Dragon children. Perhaps books that help the children who are coming in as creators ofcndijbwuyaairoh our new reality? We will have to wait and see.

Next, I saw a diamond Merkaba and it was like white glass. This was to do with the white dragon, like a dragon Merkaba but it was more solid than the usual ones, which were more ‘energetic’. I slowly anchored this diamond around my field and expanded it out as normal. Then I stabilised it at both apexes, until it was completely anchored and stable. As this part was finished the diamond fell like a cloak around me, a soft silver/white. This diamond energy sits outside of the other nine, like another layer, but this time of completely different vibration, containing different energy and information.

gold-white-dragon-diamonds

White/Silver and Gold Diamond layers of the Energy-field.

Then I became aware of another diamond, gold this time. This one anchored above and around the
white one but it was close, like a skin. Yet it was also above the white one. Then I was shown an image of the gold diamond lozenge that they found at Bush Barrow in Stonehenge. They have shown me this before, in relation to this Diamond Field, and as the Gaia Method taps into ancient, ancestral knowledge, then this makes sense to me. The person who was buried with this might have been an energy-worker. I know from previous work in Archaeology, where I was able to work with Neolithic and Bronze Age sites, that many of the people buried in Long barrows and Round Barrows were spiritually trained men and women whose souls were still connected to the site and hence their burial in a significance place. They act as energetic guardians to that network of energies.

gold_lozenge_from_wilsford_g5_bush_barrow

Bush Barrow Gold Lozenge.

The vibration of these diamonds was different to the previous nine, This gold one felt like the inspiration that would feed the silver/white one with information and knowledge, stepping it down.

Next I opened up my belly, like the earth, and the black dragon was there. All I can see of it is its large eye, peering out through my belly. It began to blow and a large black glassy sphere formed out of its breath.  I’m always a little nervous of the black dragon and I have no idea why I have one sleeping in my belly, so I was a little fearful of this particular activity!  But I continued to trust, and to blow into the sphere; but instead of getting larger it began to shrink, until it became a black crystal egg. the-big-black-wolf-eye-fire-dragon-pictureI continued to blow until the egg shrank and became a black faceted crystal, which reminded me of obsidian. I then held this for a moment and placed it in my third eye! It felt like I could see into the darkness! It was as though this particular process would go through different phases of activity, much like the formation of a physical diamond. The smaller the black energy became the more refined and concentrated it became.

9-layers

11 layers of the diamond field.

I then saw the Uffington Dragon Hill and it felt like the information that is contained within the two diamonds was contained, and used, there.

diamond-cross

Diamond-Field Symbol.

I think that this all a result of the download that left me feeling so sick on Sunday last. I had a terrible headache that nothing could shift. It made me feel so tired and nauseous that I went to bed. I knew it was energetic as I felt like my head was filled with visions I couldn’t hang on to. It felt like a massive download. My guides appeared and they apologised that this was painful but that it was necessary and that it would clear by the evening. I slept it off. And it was clear by the evening! I still felt rough for a couple of days but it wore off eventually, and then all of this new dragon information came in.

The eleven-diamonds field, creates an interesting picture of symbols; symbols that I have seen but didn’t understand! Now it is clearer. The diamond cross symbol feels like it stabilises the diamond layers.The entire field also looks like a Mayan pyramid, or an Egyptian step-pyramid. My guides later called them ‘Diamond suits’. Are they talking about clothes or cards? I don’t know, but I am interested to see what they do!

I’m not sure what connection the Black Dragon energy has to do with these two diamonds but they all came in at the same time. It’ll make sense one day!

The Grail and the Blood sacrifice.

‘I think that at the supper I neither receive flesh nor blood, but bread and wine; which bread when it is broken, and the wine when it is drunken, put me in remembrance how that for my sins the body of Christ was broken, and his blood shed on the cross. …I ground my faith upon God’s word, and not upon the church… The faith of the church must be tried by God’s word, and not God’s word by the church; neither yet my faith.’ Jane Grey to John Feckenham, 1554 (Nine days Queen of England before Elizabeth I)

There is another aspect to the Grail work that I will talk about here:

holy-grail-blood-cupAs you progress further with your work as a Planetary healer the archetypes of the ‘grail which holds the blood’ becomes less of a symbol and more of a reality, although it is not the ‘blood of Christ’ which you hold in the vessel but the ‘blood’ of your own sacrifice.  Blood is your life force, it is what keeps you alive. When you are doing something in your life which means you have to sacrifice something precious it is like sacrificing your own blood. It is emotionally painful but necessary. It is also one of the hardest things to do.  My first experience of this came when I was in Lyme Regis with Chris doing my 7th Gateway Initiation. It was an emotionally difficult time:

24 August 2005.

“While I was in Lyme Regis with Chris we stayed in Bridport.  While I was trying to fathom everything that I was feeling I had a vision. Quetzalcoatl appeared in front of me and he was holding a carved stone bowl of water in his hands. He held the water out for me to take and drink, so I did. When the bowl was empty he remained there. I then saw myself cutting my left wrist and allowing the blood to poor into the stone bowl. When it was full the Quetzalcoatl priest turned and walked up the steps of the Serpent Pyramid at Chichen Itza and offered it up to the Sun. He told me that in order to partake of the Waters of Life I needed to sacrifice some of myself in return. This felt like the sacrificing of my own emotions in order to gain the gifts.”tlahuicole5

I didn’t really understand what he meant, in hindsight, but I do now. Receiving these energies meant sacrifice on my part, sacrifice which would be experienced as challenging and painful and that has certainly proved to be the truth. Doing this work of bringing in the Gaia Method and doing the earth energy work has meant I have had to sacrifice much of what I wanted for my life. It also meant that I was sacrificing a ‘normal’ life. Although the gifts far outweigh the sacrifices they are nonetheless difficult!

There is a significant difference between the sacrifice of the wrist cut and the palm cut. The cutting of the wrists seems to be more of an emotional nature, like sacrificing your life for the greater work. This sacrifice is a gift to Humanity and signifies your readiness to work for the benefit of the whole.  Cutting the palm of either hand is about the sacrificing of your resources, your give and take. It is a sacrifice you make yourself. If you have a vision about a heart sacrifice then that symbolic gesture is obvious. Your relationship needs, on all levels, are sacrificed for the greater good. A most painful experience indeed. These sacrifices are only ‘offered’ once you have reached a certain point in your own healing and can accept guidance from your guides and soul without allowing your own Will to get in the way. That is not to say that they are easy, they are not, but you understand at this point, the necessity of it, and are willing to let go of your own Will in order to achieve the necessary goals. This allowing is not a form of co-dependence, spiritual or otherwise, although at times you do question that, but you are consciously choosing this path and are fully aware of its implications. It is also not martyrdom, although at times you will question that too, especially if you are raised within a religious culture where martyrdom is seen as somehow desirable. There are fine lines between delusion and spiritual reality here! Recognising your own emotional and behavioural patterns is indispensable.

On another occasion, while doing energywork at the sea in Southsea, on MOD land, I had the following vision:

scan0120

“I saw my left hand, but it was the hand of the Goddess Lakshmi and she was holding it out and up. In her palm was a golden lotus. A sword, like a scimitar, had its point in the centre of her palm and it rotated slightly into her flesh until drops of blood appeared. I thought this was a bit weird but I continued to watch. As the drops of blood came from her hand she allowed it to pour into the vortex, filling the area with her life-force. The entire area became red. Then I was Lakshmi, and I felt in my power as her, giving and yet powerful. I was aware of my/her energy filling this entire energy and bringing back the awareness of the Goddess into this male-dominated area of the land and sea. She was reclaiming her world and giving something back in return. I can’t help feeling that there is something about her own pain there as she has to be bled in order to give. ”

Now I understand what this was about. Lakshmi is the Goddess of Abundance and the scimitar is the Middle Eastern sword energy. It really was telling me about what I had to do here in Egypt. Coming here and helping financially has often felt like I was being ‘bled dry’ by the needs of the people around me. It has not been easy, especially as I have had to struggle so much myself in the process. It has been a sacrifice but it has allowed me to do a lot of energywork here, creating the network of energies which allows the Divine feminine to be anchored here again. The Goddess was sacrificing her own blood so she was choosing to do this for the good of the land and its people. At the time I received this vision I had no idea that I would be living here but it is certainly how things have worked out!

On another occasion, while receiving energy information about my husband, (19 may 2010):

“Last night I felt myself opening again. I raised my left hand high to bring something down and I saw both a flint dagger and a pink lotus being placed there. They seemed to be the same energy and initially I tried to separate them but I couldn’t so I had to let it be what it was. I then had to hold my right hand up and I brought the knife down and cut my right palm in a long cut. This felt a little freaky and I wasn’t sure if I hadn’t been reading too much of the Sookie Stackhouse books! Blood was flowing from my palm and then I saw Omar standing in front of me. He held the grail in his hands and I held my bleeding hand over it and allowed the cup to fill with my blood. When it stopped bleeding he brought the cup to his lips and drank it’s contents. He now had part of my essence in his body and was accepting my sacrifice.

Then I began to sprout branches from my body, like I was becoming a tree. Omar was still in front of me and I then said to him ‘Our fate is sealed, we are now One’. I was now standing beside him, on his right hand side and I had a long bow with arrows in my right hand. I was Artemis. He was now an Aztec warrior-priest and protector.”

Again this is exactly how things have worked out. I have sacrificed my own emotional needs for the past three years here and he has grown as a result. But this is the way it had to be if we were to work together as one unit. Aztec-priest-human-sacrifice-2

The blood sacrifice is usually an emotional one as sometimes the necessity of working for Humanity means that your own needs are left behind. But in the process you heal deep-seated issues and complete challenges which have proved difficult in previous lives. So nothing is wasted.

As with all of this work your guides ALWAYS offer this to you. You do have a choice. You are never put in a position where you have to sacrifice anything. It is always your choice. If you choose not to accept the voluntary sacrifice then there is no judgement. As always these ‘gifts’ are offered in Love. Usually it is an ‘inner’ decision rather than a rational one as the soul recognises the symbolic energy but the rational mind may not, until much later.

Sometimes it is during an attunement that the Quetzalcoatl priest will appear. During a Reiki 2 attunement with a Gaia method healer the priest stood in front of her:

“Then, just when we though it was finished the  priest was standing in front of her. He cut her wrists and then allowed the blood to pour into the bowl, with which he then walked up the pyramid, and offered it to the Gods”.

On another occasion, while doing another Reiki and Gaia Method attunement the priest appeared and asked the person if they wanted to accept their sacrificial path. She decided that she did not want to take this step. She was worried about having said no but another guide appeared and told her that there was no judgement  and that everyone’s life, and path, was their own to choose.

Although, what I do find interesting is that so far, it is only women who are called upon to make this sacrifice! I haven’t had any experience of the sacrifice with the men who have received the attunements. Perhaps it is because women are embodying the Goddess and men have to learn to serve her once again. But maybe in the future that will change. I  will have to wait and see.

It is easy though, to see how all of these sacrificial energies became misunderstood in the past,  and where they all became physical sacrifices over time. They had the right idea but had lost their reverence for life and the understanding of the sacrifice.