St. Cross Hospital.

St Cross Hospital in Winchester was founded by Bishop Henry du Blois and is one of our other favourite places to do energy work. Lately, we have been called there more frequently. A number of people have worked with this site over the years, but for those of us who do the Gaia Method, we are anchoring energetic templates for future generations, and clearing out older ones that are no longer needed. Ones that were set out to suit an earlier energetic need for change.

This series of activations is connected to the ones at Winchester Cathedral. Again, over the years we were called to do adjustments, anchorings of specific energy, as though we were preparing for a more focused energywork. And this Spring it has certainly been focused. There are timings here too. The activations happen when they are supposed to, although we don’t know their purpose, or how the timing is important. But each of us is drawn to the sites to do the necessary work.

This Spring has been particularly busy. From the Winter Solstice to around May the first, is my busiest time of the year. But this year has been very different, and activations have been happening every week. It feels like there is some important reason for this. Things hotting up; things opening; the time is NOW, sort of feeling. There is a sense of urgency, of getting in there because the energies are opening in a way they have not up until now. The next few years will show us why, I have no doubt.

This Spring, we were drawn to St Cross again because their cafe in the Men’s Hall is now open every day. Homemade cakes, yes please! And gluten-free. While we were in the cafe, I was told that we needed to do some work with the energy at the central green where we had anchored a pillar before, during one of their wonderful summer fetes. This time, we had to bring in another energy.

At the central green, I saw the flame we needed to anchor. It was the yellow flame. We were impulsed to walk around the green once, anti-clockwise, and as we did the flame grew, as if the walking was turning it up. This seems to be theme as Nadia and I did the same with the green on the south-side of Winchester cathedral.

Reaching our starting point again, there was nothing else to do, so next we were drawn to the garden with its beautiful tree and large pond – which is what we had to activate. So around we went, anti-clockwise, after a brief conversation with the many carp swimming around and hoping for a feed.

Walking around the pond, I was aware of it being a counterbalance to the flame in the green, joining them together like two spheres. Fire and water in balance. The flame is on one template, one layer, and the water is on another. Each has their own energetic purpose within creation.

Once again, having reached our starting point, we were instructed to throw something metallic into the water. The only metal we had was a coin each, so standing at the pond’s edge, together we threw the coins in, not feeling entirely comfortable. Next, I saw a string of pearls being draped from the left side of the pond to the right, the central pearls dipping into the water.

And that was all we needed to do, that day.

The following week, we sat in Kneaded having our breakfast and I was aware that we needed to go back to St. Cross but this time we needed to make an essence. As we sat there, feeling that what we needed to do in St, Cross was the same as what we had done at Winchester cathedral, I became aware of a disc being anchored around my body, horizontally, like a CD. Two more then anchored, one above this, at my heart, and one below, at my hips. I saw that Chris was being anchored with his three discs, which felt like templates of information. The discs were transparent and had silver and gold light language etched on them. This was the information needed.

The lower disc on my body was about water, the top one was about the trees, and the middle one was about flames, dragons and energy lines. Three tiers of energy information.

When we got to St. Cross, before we entered, we were drawn to the gate leading into the water meadows. St. Catherine’s Hill stood prominently in the distance, looking down over us. This was where we had to make our essence. Just prior to this, walking towards the gate, I felt a solar ray activate around me. At the gate, facing the hill, I held the bottle between us, aware that the three discs of information we each held were joined, like a Vesica Piscis. The bottle was in the space between, so that it received all six templates of information. It is an essence of how to work with sacred Christian sites.

The essence was also taking in the beautiful solar light and as we stood there, the sky was filled with an immensely beautiful female energy-being in the atmosphere, shining down like the sun. A solar elemental. She held the solar energy rays in her field and it was the energy of ‘presence’ and deep peace, and connection. The message was to stop, and tune into the Now. That feminine energy flowed down into my lower chakra, to centre and ground me, yet it felt beautiful and peaceful. It brought me back to an appreciation of the present, being present to all that was around me. All the sounds, the calm, the sun, the water, the birds. It all went into the essence. I could have stayed there all day, but we had other work to do. A Mary energy then appeared and she put a tuning fork into the water of the essence. This made sense later.

Chris had a visit from a man in black who gave him a bunch of keys. But as often happens, when you are given keys, you don’t necessarily know what they are for. They give you the ability to open energies in other places, places the Beings that give the keys know you will visit, even if you don’t!

In the hospital grounds, this time we had to work within the chapel. There are three little chapels within this building, and in each one there is a flame, or two. Each person anchors the energy they are told to anchor. In the first chapel, there was a flame of blue, which I had seen last week. I stood in the flame and it was a flame of Michael. I was expecting it to be feminine! Even though we had put there a few years previously but at the time did not know what it was.

We moved into the central chapel with its yellow-gold flame, larger than the blue. I already knew there was a Magenta flame in the lady chapel to the left as we had put it there years before. (Eartha also anchored a pink and gold flame during her work there. Another layer of energy). I stood within the yellow flame, holding the bottle open, and a string of diamonds descended into the center of it., down through the flame. I could see no end to this string. Then the bells of the church tolled eleven times, sending its energy into the bottle. This was the tuning fork sounds we had seen Mary putting in. We stayed, focusing on the sounds as if they were coming from tuning forks, letting their resonance be anchored in the bottle and in our bodies, until they faded away.

Heading next to the Lady chapel, I heard The gospel of st Mary. The saint being the significant word. To people in the Church of England, Mary is known as a saint, but in the Catholic church she is known as the Mother of God. So to whom were they referring? Perhaps, as Chris suggested, it is Mary Magdalene? She is known for having written a gospel.

In the third chapel, it didn’t feel like I had to add energy here, but then another energy came. It was about silence.  The energy here was one of pure peace. A sense of retreat and quiet. This is the energy that was placed in the essence. Stillness, retreat from the cares of the world. A connection to the Divine-self. Again, I could have stayed all day in this lovely, monastic, retreat energy.

We burned some candles, as we always do. Me, for all the parents around the world, Chris, for all those people who could not burn one of their own. I felt myself raising the essence bottle, as if I was blessing the wine at mass, holding it up to the divine energy.

And that was that. Another lovely morning and another useful essence.

Imagining Peace.

This information came in this morning as I was getting ready to spend the afternoon with my father. It is expanding on ideas my guides have been telling me about current situations around the world and how to manage them. As usual, they see things from a different perspective to the way we do. Because we are in physical bodies, living in this world with its emotions and beliefs, we respond from those places. But, we are being taught a different way, a Soul-focused way. Seeing through the eyes of the soul takes strength and faith but it changes things dramatically.

But to be clear, my guides are not suggesting we ignore current imbalances. These situations are teaching us valuable things about ourselves, and often these events are planetary initiations, helping us to find our voice and helping us to see truth. There are so many things we don’t understand, as humans standing on the earth, but our guides know what is happening and why. And so they come to help us to empower ourselves. This empowerment is our strength and our route to soul development. It is also a way to learn how to manifest collectively. How do we want the world to look? How do we want to live? The more we heal ourselves the better the world will become. Healing is service. And so, as they suggest: look within and heal.

“Try to envision a world of peace. A world wherein each soul is aware of the pain and suffering of the other, and in so knowing, strives to bring healing and succour. Try also to see how each karmic dynamic, and by karmic we mean indebtedness (the desire to overcome past guilts and traumas inflicted on another) is working out perfectly. Try to understand how each person alive in this world is here because they chose to be here; that they chose to undergo the trials of liberation, that they chose, for reasons only they can know, to undergo the challenge of living in a certain area and in a certain life.

“Prior to life on earth, each soul choses their path. Not all succeed in their task, however, but each one is given unlimited support to do what they came to do. Other souls, who also chose to learn, forget their task and so plunder what they can, thinking this material life is all that is exists. But for those of you who remember, think about this: Imagine that your destiny was to achieve great heights but for reasons unknown to you, those strivings were prevented by another soul who does not remember. Now, you have two choices here. You can stop and bewail your failure, or you can try something else. What lessons are available? Can you let go of anger? Can you choose to love instead of hate? Can you give up seeing the hopelessness in your situation?

“To understand another’s experience is to develop compassion. To help a nation is to develop love. To love another we must first love ourselves. What you see around you is not hatred of other but hatred of self. Ask yourself: what might make a person hate himself? What circumstances have led to such self-hate? Was that person born like that? Did they come into the world with this hate? Or did it originate in his environment? The Law of Life says that no soul will go unaided in this life. No soul is left to flounder in their own self-created disaster. No soul is abandoned. The only abandonment he experiences come from himself; he abandons himself.

“And so you see how man is defending his ‘right’ to self-abandoment, to self-hate, to self-judgement. He sees himself as wronged and yet who has wronged him? Has he wronged himself? Has he created an outpouring of self-hate onto others, justifying his actions?

“Think on this for it provides a lesson around how not to abandon oneself. Current situations in the world are reflecting to you where you might be judging yourself, hating yourself, abandoning yourself. Heal this IN YOURSELF, and in time, what is reflected outside will be self-love, peace and compassion.

“Although this is very easy for us, we know it seems impossible to you. But let us tell you this: All is possible when you apply the Law of Love and share it freely. For Love is all there is. But you must bring it into your own dark places and allow it to fill you, to lighten the dark and to teach you that nothing is accidental. All is designed to teach you how to Love. But you must first start with yourself.

“We hope this will act as an impetus on your journey and that it reminds you of your true Soul task: to love, love and love again.

This is our gift to you this day.”

Reconciling Realities.

fantasy-36I have always struggled with the idea of how Gods and Goddesses fit into the framework of our Soul reality, the Source, Life between Lives, etc. For instance, I know that Gods and Goddesses are constructs, a way of us to personalise certain forces, forces that make up our created world. But when I started doing the Gaia Method, I found that aspects of those Gods/Goddesses were being anchored in the people receiving the attunement, and often I would ‘be’ a Goddess, energetically, like a channel for her, while she passed the attunement.

Trying to understand this intellectually was a problem. I’m not a believer, or follower, of Gods/Goddesses.  I don’t believe in altars and rituals, although I have no issue with people who do. I was brought up as a Catholic, so for me at least, Jesus and Mary were IT! We didn’t do Gods and Goddesses. I didn’t even know that they existed. We had saints, which of course are the same thing! I know that now!

I also do not ‘worship’ deities. I learned that lesson early, while in the Hare Krsna’s during my teens. Physical idols were just that, physical idols, not Gods. Although, again, I understand that they provide a focus for people to connect to a particular energy.lakshmi1

However, while working with these Goddesses I can feel their  ‘personality essence’ and how they work in our lives. They contain a history of all the ways in which we honoured them in the past. But I still had trouble rationalising them. Working with them is like working with pages of the past, in the present, and they feel like real people to me, but with a knowledge and way of acting that is not mine.

Then I found more Seth material on this subject and I suddenly felt ‘aaahhhh’. Here is what he says:

“I am trying to tell you that if you look inward, and study your own sacredness and creativity and blessedness, and joy and power, as closely as you study the sacred books of the gods, then you would realize that all those books of the gods were based upon the great reality of the individual, the individual soul, and therefore based upon your own reality.

Do yourselves just honor, and in doing yourselves that honor, you will see within yourself, the ‘gods-in-becoming’ that you are.

james-c-lewisNow the idea of the gods has been set up before you, by yourselves as ideals for you to follow – projected outward from your own souls into physical reality as guides for you to follow – that you yourselves have set up. And so they have followed the thesis and the times and the historical context of their mortal birth.

But behind and within those myths are the realities of your being – the Christ and the Buddha are both within you, for they are symbols of what you are. Pray to them and you pray to the hidden gods within you. You do not need to kick them aside like a child irritated with his toys!

Understand the nature of the gods as they come down to you, through your histories, and in them always you will find the unspoken but real nature of the hidden god within each of you.

All That Is is beyond your intellectual ideas of personhood. Any concepts you use to personify that idea can be useful. But only in seeing beyond them can you release the power, and the energy, and to some extent, the knowledge of what you are, and only through understanding that, can you hope to have any idea of All That Is. For All That Is materializes through your flesh and being.”

That made total sense to me, especially as the Gaia Method is about anchoring aspects of Feminine Divinity and manifesting those qualities and energies in the world. It is about re-learning the way we trained in past times, so that the energies of the Goddess, which have been lost in us, is found again. We are re-birthing these awarenesses into this world.hathor_rising

As they move through us, we acknowledge them as part of us, and we live that reality in our everyday world. The world of feminine power and wisdom. We are the Goddesses, incarnated in the world, to bring back the awareness of her love and kindness, wisdom and power to a very ailing world. But we are human beings living in a physical world, so that Divinity is acted on in our reality. We manifest her wisdom through our bodies and our actions. That doesn’t mean we run around acting like a princess, it means learning to channel that part of ourselves, when it is required, into our art, our lives, our writing and our Being; into our relationships, with each other and with the natural world. We move, quietly through the world of humanity, bringing our gifts and sharing our knowledge.

We don’t ‘smite’, as much as we might want to sometimes! We have lived a long time, not knowing this part of ourselves, and getting to know it again, and to channel it again, is going to take time. But there are many great teachers out there who are here to help us do just that. So we are indeed blessed. And remember too, that we are not seeking perfection either, We are seeking to do our best and to Be Divine Humans. We have plenty of room to grow. And one day, hopefully, our world will be populated with the Gods and Goddesses again…US! It is time to reconnect.

 

Woman’s Declaration of Independence. Channelled.

10367737-ancient-parchment-with-the-image-of-dragons-object-isolated-over-white-stock-photoThis came in a few nights ago. As it did, I could see it as though it was written on a scroll, to be signed on the bottom. 

“I acknowledge my God-given right to Humanity, to Freedom and to Peace.

I admit to no ‘faults’, no sins, that are not of my ‘make-up’.

I deny the ‘right’ of others to usurp my power and my will for their benefit alone and I also deny the infallibility of ‘man’,  as it pertains to my ‘womanhood’.

I deny the existence of the ‘Devil’ in myself and in others.

I deny the reality of ‘wrong-doing’ in my soul-centred actions.

I deny ownership of ‘man’s mistakes, lies, and entreaties.

I deny that I am false.

I deny all that is man’s projections of me.

 

I accept my Self.

I accept my mistakes.kundalini5x7

I accept my own fallibility.

I accept my own lack of courage in the face of adversity.

I accept this does not make me weak, but human.

I accept the improvement of my life  and my ability to create it and to recreate it.

I accept my power for what it is and for what it could be, good or bad.

I accept my flaws, my idiosyncrasies, my imperfections.

I accept myself.

I am the creator of my life and I accept responsibility for all that that entails.

 

Now, I demand Freedom, Power and Peace. Those are my God-given rights. I accept nothing less.

 

Signed……………………………………………………………………………..p02pkxly

A Woman’s Declaration of Independence.

Witnessed by the whole of Creation and beyond.