The Shamanic Wisdom of the Orkney Isles.

The Orkney Wisdom path is a specific pathway of development within the Gaia Method and needs an entire book written about it. This is the story of how this came about and what is yet to come. We will organise workshops to Orkney yearly, as of 2021, to train those who resonate with this pathway.

A year and a half ago, I went to Orkney with Eartha Luck, and what an incredible place.

From the minute we set foot on the island, I felt myself being connected to it. As we drove around, exploring, we decided that Orkney should be named the Island of Rainbows, as there were so many of them.

Our first port of call, on a freezing wet November day, was the Stones of Stenness. The energy was palpable as we walked through the huge stones and into the centre of the circle. Having done some energy-work there, anchoring the rainbow rays to each of the stones, including the ones that were no longer there, we proceeded to the Ring of Brodgar, but the small road that bridged the two stone circles was an energetic gateway, which we first had to open.

The gateway itself was in the water, a few meters out, and once it was open we could continue to the larger circle. In opening the gateway we had also opened the connection beneath the work we had been doing in Southern England to this more northerly site. As the Guardian of the Gateway said: The Orkney Isles are now blessed with the Light of the South.’

 

 

We wandered around the large circle and were told to connect to Neptune’s Lair. So, a few days later we found ourselves at Birsay, fighting against the wind and the rain. It was a stormy week, but storms and giant waves are irresistible, and while we were there, trying to stay upright, Neptune appeared. I was told to ‘write the words that I was given’. But it was 18 months later before I understood what he meant.

We did a lot of work in Orkney, at both circles, and at Maes Howe; a beautiful, women’s wisdom sacred place. We were given many gifts and much information, including a very large, leather-bound book by the guardian energies of Brodgar.

This book of information began to come through in May last year and It is called: ‘The Shamanic Wisdom of the Orkney Isles.’

This is what they had to say about it:

Liken it to a rose, opening to accept the rays of the sun. Little by little the petals unfold, revealing the beauty within. That is Orkney, the Rose Soul of Britain.

The Shamanic wisdom of the Orkney Isles is a documentary-style book, containing elements of prose, fiction and exercises for people to absorb these energies, no matter where they are in the world. 

The Orkney energies are part of the Gaia Method system but can be taught separately after the first Gaia method Attunement.  The Gaia Method System is like a be-jewelled spider, sitting in the centre of the web. Lines of silk extend out from the centre, each one connected to the others, but all going in a different direction. All are connected but are separate paths of development. There are multiple paths available, depending on which path the student chooses. 

That cleared up the confusion about how the Gaia Method had so many potential paths!

The first chapter then followed:

“Take a trip with us, back to the past; a past of life and of gaiety, of joy and travail, of death and of rebirth. Join us, around the circle of Time so that when you read these words you are transported back, back and back – to where our world began. Take the first step now, as we guide you along long-forgotten roads, through swamp and desert, dune and sand. Trip with us on the wild shores where people of the past still live, unseen by you, the forgotten people of Skara Brae.

Watch us, as we sit beside our fires, roasting our pigs, skinning our sheep and tanning their hides. Join us, as we celebrate the fire festivals, the marriages, the ceremonies of Light and Life. Sit with us while we watch the dawns rise through our circles of stones, as we watch our children grow and our animals thrive. Watch us as we watch you, floundering through lack of connection.

The fires burn brightly in our lives, and in our lands and so we come to you now, to offer our wisdom and our knowledge, so you can connect to our hearths and to our lives. Sit quietly as we gather our spirits together and blend them with yours.

Soften your eyes and move inwards, into your inner consciousness, your inner world. You are sitting beside a large central fire in a building made of stone and clods of soil. The only light is the warm light of the flames as they dance on the walls and ceiling of the sacred hut. The Elders are there too, seated around the fire. They are the Elder Women of the tribes, the Mothers. Today you join with them in celebration of life. See their faces, the fire-light glowing on their faces, their hands and their ivory and shell jewellery.

A low hum begins as the women begin to ‘sound’ the sacred notes of harmony and peace. You hear them as they blend and weave, growing softer, then louder, then softer again, until your own energy joins with the sounds. Like a sea current, it flows, moving ever onwards and through.

Outside, you can see, through the open doorway, the sun rising. You feel filled with the love that the Father has for the mother. Her heart-song fills you as you sway gently from side-to-side, your entire body filled with light and the joy of sacred union. The Father caresses the body of the Mother with his body of light until she is filled with his vitality and essence.

The humming stops and all is still, peaceful. The light has arisen. Feel the energies of this Union as it fills you with light. Feel yourself inspired, connected, enlivened. Stay with these feelings until you are ready to open your eyes.

You have begun the sacred journey of Divine Union and the Path of Rainbow light. We are all children in this world, the children of Mother Earth and Father Sun, and so we spend each morning absorbing their gifts so we may go out amongst the people and share it with them.

With gratitude in our hearts, that you have gifted us with your permission to become a participant in this sacred journey of re-connection, we bid you farewell.”

 

 

 

 

A Spark Of Light.

I have been struggling with heart palpitations over the last couple of weeks. My heart beats strongly enough to make me feel ‘rocked’. I asked upstairs what was causing it, and they said, apart from unconscious issues around Father, and having to ‘do as I am told’, it was also to do with the amount of salt I eat.

I asked my good friend Cheryl to ask as well, without telling her anything and she came back with the same answer, Salt! Plus another developmental issue that I won’t go into here.

So, having had this info, I realised that I now had the answer as to why so many people in Upper Egypt die of heart attack and stroke! They drop like flies. I have never seen anything like it. They eat a massive amount of salt and really bad quality oil from the government. I can’t even eat that oil as it gives me massive cramps!

And the salt issue? Well, Egyptians live off the stuff. They pile it into everything. The older generation of Egyptians, those now in their in 80’s and 90’s, didn’t have that problem. They are fresh butter and cheese, and didn’t have processed foods, like ‘stock cubes’ which are full of salt here.

So now I had my answer. I really should know better by now, not to ask questions like that, because invariably I get the answer and it is usually painful!

The exercise from my guides, which follows, speaks to the challenge of living a life that is in some way, difficult and which needs extra help from the Universal field of energy. Energy, which is there for the taking, giving us extra mileage and extra light, even in the darkest of times and places. If you need an extra kickstart then use this. It will change how you see your world and show you how to change it to one you want to live.

Sometimes the challenge of living a Soul Life, can take its toll on our personalities and bodies, so here is the exercise that will fill us with energy again, if done regularly. It is very simple, but I have been using it and it has helped me to recognise where ‘I’ feel stuck or powerless when my soul is directing my life. This is what my guides said about it:

“How valiantly the Soul struggles to survive, even though the body tires of its incessant demands. How weary is the heart that pulses its life throughout the physical system, and how unmet demands have weakened it. Try this:

A measure of Light, filtered through your consciousness; a particle of Light seeded in your heart, bringing renewed vigour, pulsing its life through and beyond.

Feel the light flowing through your veins, lighting up your physical cells and molecules, quickening them, expanding them, until all is light.

Then let that light expand all around you until your surroundings are filled with it.

See how much light is generated from one little spark?”

I read through this message quite a few times and realised that the answer to my heart issue was about  far more than Salt! On some level I am not expressing my whole self, not allowing myself to be who I am, creatively and in my life. That is most women’s lot in this culture, and even in our own Western Culture. Feeling unfree to live freely. So, I will see how things change, after using this exercise, and let you know.

And if you use it too, let me know.

 

Records of Readings.

As a way for people to have a copy of their reading online, I have set up a blog of Readings, each one password protected, so your readings are private. The readings are not public. This makes it easier for you to access your reading, or readings, attunements or healings, anytime you wish to. So if you lose your copy at any point, you know it is archived on the blog.

I won’t be able to put all past readings on there as there are far too many, but if you particularly want yours on there, just email me, or message me on FB, and I will put it up!

Here is the link for the new blog. https://gaiamethodreadings.wordpress.com/

The Rainbow Serpent.

After a trip to Avebury during the summer, I finally understood the Rainbow Serpent. I had been asking for a long time about what it really represented and I finally got my answer. I had an idea of what it ‘might’ be but never fully understood it. 

We hadn’t been to Avebury for a few years, spending so much time travelling and doing earth-work in Egypt, so it was nice to return to the circle to see how the energies were working now. Oddly, as we walked around the circle, we felt nothing, until we came to the large portal stones, which had a blue-energetic wall connecting the two. We walked through them. We had come into the circle from the Barn-side and had not entered through the ‘portal’, which could be why we had not been picking anything up. After we went through it, our ‘energy-field’ was more sensitive to the energies present at the site and we were able to communicate with the energies there.

After passing through the portal, which felt like a link to Mexico and the Maya, (this could be the result of  the many group visits to Avebury by a woman named Aluna Joy, who does many workshops in the UK now. She works with the Maya energies.) we decided to walk up the Avenue. As we walked I tuned into the energy being held by the stones lining the avenue. I could see lines of different colours and widths moving towards the main circle from the Sanctuary and from the Sanctuary to the main circle, like stripes.

There were three colours, green, red and blue. Each of these colours fulfils a different function: red is the Earth energy that fills the land with vitality; green is the colour of vegetation, it brings fertility to the soil, and blue is the colour of the water energy. Water has always played an important role in these Circle groups.

On previous work at the Sanctuary, which is at the end of the avenue, I had seen a serpent’s head emerge where the avenue opened up into the Sanctuary, so I was already aware of the serpent connection, but now I understood what it meant!

Each colour is a wave-band, feeding the land and the atmosphere with a particular frequency of vitality. Everything is balanced and held by the stones, which act like acupuncture needles, holding and keeping the energies in balance. The stones at Avebury and the avenue alternate male and female. The lozenge-shaped ones are female, and the tall pointed ones are male. On the avenue too, they face each other on opposite sides of the avenue.

Everything about Avebury is Balance, balancing the forces of nature in all of its aspects, in that part of England. Avebury is not isolated either. It too fulfils a function in the larger grid of energies. Everything is connected.

We didn’t walk in the other direction this time, to the Adam and Eve stones,  but we will do it the next time.

So the Rainbow serpent is not made up of all colours of the rainbow necessarily, but each ‘serpent’ has its own colour bands, depending on where it is located in the world and what is required at each place on the network.

The Stones at Avebury keep the serpent contained but the Rainbow Serpent can move above and below land. In ‘containing’ it the stones are making sure that the colour bands are being guided to where they have the best effect in the landscape, much like an electronic circuit.

I will have to re-visit some of the other stone avenues to see if this applies to them too.  Merrivale springs to mind…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

http://www.theaveburyexperience.co.uk/sentient_water.html

The Effects of Healing. Part One.

One of the most important things I have learned with healing is to be patient and to trust that the energies I have received or given, will take time to unfold. Today, we expect instant results, an instant pain-free life, and instant change, but that is not how healing works. Your inner-self has its own awareness and knows how to use the energy you have received to benefit you in the best way.

I learned this lesson quite early on in my Reiki life. I needed some practice of hands-on healing and an elderly neighbour had bad arthritis and was in a lot of pain. She asked me if I could give her some healing so I agreed. I didn’t charge for it as she was giving me practice time. I thought I was there to help with her physical issues, but as it turned out her soul had other ideas.

I worked with her once a week for nearly a year, and during that time, as we built trust and as it usually happens with Reiki, she shared her history. Since she was a child she had experienced sexual and emotional abuse and eventually married a man who had also abused her and her children. She was a very tiny, thin woman who couldn’t say Boo to a goose and she had felt completely powerless in her marriage, unable to deal with her husband and his behaviour.

After a year, I could no longer work with her due to external changes in my life and she went to a local healer for a few weeks. Her arthritis seemed to be no better but other changes were happening internally.

I met her again a year later and she told me what had been going on in her life. I had heard that she had had issues with her husband and their grandchild. She had discovered that he had started to abuse her only grandchild and she could not stand back and watch him destroy another generation of children. So she reported him to the police and then was a witness against him in court. She kicked him out of the family home and he spent two years in prison.

I was amazed. This tiny, bird-like woman had enough power to stand up to a man who had abused her for years and had made her life, and the life of her children, an absolute misery.

I met her again a couple of years later, and she told me how she was getting on. Her husband had completed his sentence, but she had never abandoned him. Throughout his ordeal, she had continued to support him, but in a strong, healthy way. She was able to be firm and clear but never lost her compassion for him, seeing him as another wounded soul. 

I have no idea what happened with her arthritis but her life was healthier and happier because she had changed internally, letting go of the belief that it was her fault that she had been sexually abused as a child. Because she had let go of that belief she did not have to sit back and watch her children being abused and she didn’t have to put up with being abused herself. That combination of energy, talking and emotional release helped her to heal.

The healing didn’t turn out as we consciously expected it to though, and it certainly didn’t happen over-night. It took a few years for the process to clear the abuse energy from her system, so that she could see the truth and have the strength to make different choices.

For me, the arthritis was a symptom of the emotions and damage she had been carrying since childhood, and although in the beginning, when I didn’t quite understand how healing worked, I thought I was a failure for not ‘curing’ her. It was only when everything had changed for her that I began to understand the nature of healing. Thankfully, when I was working with her, I was also training as a psychodynamic counsellor, specialising in Sexual abuse and Domestic violence. So I was able to ‘hear’ her story in the first place.

This experience taught me a number of lessons.

  1. I have no control over what another person truly needs when it comes to healing.
  2. It takes time! Nothing is achieved overnight. There are layers of emotions, and these are linked to beliefs we formed as a result of our experiences and these all take time to shift and heal. So even though the person receiving the healing might also be expecting instant change, it doesn’t work that way. Everything takes time.
  3. Healing is often not what we expect. We might ‘think’ that we are healing something specific, but the Soul of the person receiving healing knows exactly what needs to change and that might be the complete opposite of what you thought needed healing. Trust is most important here.
  4. What seems like ‘failure’ to you, might be exactly what your client needs. This takes us to a whole other level of healing. While I was training as a counsellor, one of the things we were taught was that often it is our failure as therapists that helps the client the most. Why? Because it exposes feelings related to past disappointments, feelings that can be faced and released. If we are always the person the client needs us to be, consciously, then how can they know their deepest feelings? For healers, this is difficult to accept. We become healers to heal because we care. Our last desire is to let someone down. But often we do, and that’s OK, when we do it with awareness. There is often a higher purpose for that. (I’ll write more about failure and disappointment in another post.)
  5.  We are not responsible for another person’s choices nor are we in control of their path. How their Soul uses the energy we channel to them is entirely up to them. They will use it, or not, in whatever way is appropriate for them.
  6. Boundaries are extremely important. This has been a difficult lesson for me, as I experienced much sexual abuse in my youth. Boundaries in a therapeutic space are what keep you safe. If you have an arrangement, stick to it, unless something major happens. If you charge for your work, make it clear and don’t be afraid to ask for payment. Your time and experience are important. But that doesn’t mean you should charge out of people’s reach!
  7. Know your own limitations. You are human and will learn a lot through working with other people. You too are healing, and your client’s issues often match your own! Work on what comes up for you. “Your client can go only as far as you have gone”. If you haven’t healed aspects of your own life then your client can’t go beyond that either. However, the joy of being a healer, is that you too receive the energy as it passes through you, so you can move forward too. But you need your own healing in order to shift.
  8. Let go, and trust in the over-arching awareness of the Source and your own Soul and guides. Have faith especially that your client’s soul knows exactly what she needs and just be the channel and listener. Letting go is possibly the hardest one to learn, but it is an absolute requirement. Not everyone will accept your healing, not everyone will understand it and often, when they haven’t had an overnight shift, after all, they came to you to be healed, then they will leave you to find another miracle -worker. Let it go. You did your best.

Hopefully, by now you understand a little more about the nature of healing. I will post a few more of my experiences, especially when I began to receive the Gaia Method, so that you can know that whatever you are doing is perfectly OK. So long as your intention is to do your best and with the Soul’s awareness of what is necessary, then all will be well…even though it is not what you thought, and sometimes hoped, it would be.

 

 

 

 

Sea Energy Symbols.

Working with Sea energies involves working with elements of sea life. Each element holds its own energy and purpose and when you have these energies in your field it provides you with extra abilities in working with the seas and the Oceans. If you are given a sea-energy then you know that part of your planetary healing will involve working with the sea!

As I said before, working with these energies involves making changes to the sea environment, and therefore our living environment. We cannot fail but to be affected by what nature does, so these energies help us to work directly with the forces that shape the weather and the tides, without even knowing how it happens.

Conch Shell Energy.

When I first received the Conch energy it was from a female Sea energy that called herself, Nefreet. She is the Guardian of all Coral reefs. She explained that in order to work with her energy you I had to adjust my frequency to match hers and she gave me the energy of the conch shell to do that with.

Placing the conch-shell energy around your energy-field, allows you to pick up the signals from the sea-world. Using the shell-frequencies achieves two things:

  1. It allows you to align your energy-field-frequencies to match hers,
  2. It gives you the ability to pick up the ‘sounds’ of all the creatures and living plants in her world.

When you visit any place near a coral reef, or anywhere where the shore grows into the sea, there you will find Nefreet.

 

Octopus Energy.

The Octopus energy is very interesting as it gives you a measure of protection, as well as the ability to reach out in multiple directions to connect to, and hold, different sites around the world, depending on where it is placed in your energy-field.

If you are working with sites connected to sea-energy, then the octopus joins those sites together, via the sea, so that become a network of sea energy sites. For instance, imagine that you are working on Islands, where our ancestors built forts and settlements. These islands can be joined together in a network of sea-light so that they can be fed by each other. Often the sites are many miles apart and the ones you work with are activated and joined by you, then held in a holding pattern so that the ancient energies can work properly again.

Ancient Belemnite.

The ancient Belemnite, the ancestor to the cuttlefish, is extinct but as an energy, it is very much present. Like modern-day squid, to which it is related, it squirts ink to confuse predators.

In terms of an energy symbol, it allows us the ability to tune into ancient levels of consciousness and earth’s development. It moves within the different levels of the sea, from the sunlit upper levels to the darker deeper levels. Herein lies its gift. It gives you the ability to bring the light of the sun, and clarity, to deeper levels of the earth’s history and to human consciousness. Because you are an anchorer of new seed thoughts sometimes these seed thought need to be anchored in the older layers of geology, where our ancestors created life and where those before humanity did the same. Many of their developmental beliefs affect us to this day.

It is like earth psychotherapy, where beliefs and traumas, held deep in the earth, need to be released and new beliefs and energies anchored. But, those layers also hold positive energy that we modern humans can also benefit from. Those energies are released so that we can benefit from the successes of previous civilisations and lifeforms too.

Dolphin Breath.

The Dolphin Energy is given via breath, much like the Dragon Attunements. This works within the emotional, watery level of your energy-field. When you have this energy it teaches you to swim in emotional currents. You effectively become dolphin energy on an emotional level. Through learning how to navigate your own emotional waters or issues, you learn how to navigate in others. The Dolphin communication is also about how your healing words have an effect on others, therefore your vocal frequencies working in the watery, emotional layers of others brings healing to whatever level needs it.

It also means that the dolphin energies that work in the sea,  can bring lines of light from one site to another through the sea. If you are working in one part of the world and the gold lines need to be brought across the sea to another site, the dolphins come and take the lines in their beaks and carry them to their destined site. A while later, another healer may pick up those energies, not knowing how they got there and will anchor them or take them across the land to where they are guided to bring them.

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The Stingray is another energy that you might be given. The Stingray is a very playful creature but it has a sting in its tail; they know how to protect themselves from predators. They are excellent at camouflage, lying, inactive, on the seabed of warm sea waters for much of the time, covered in sand. Their movements are dictated by the movements of the tide.

When you have the Stingray energy in your field you also may stay camouflaged in warmer sea areas, waiting for your cue to get up and move to another area. All the time you are in one particular place you can enjoy your surroundings, and when you feel the inner impulse to get up and go to where you need to work, you get up and go! It’s about taking your time and trusting your impulses while also being safe and camouflaged so that you are not recognised as the crazy old woman/man in the woods! We all know what happens to them. The more normally you fit into your surroundings the better you can do your work.

These energies are for people who have chosen to work with coastal areas and with sea energies. If you receive one, or more, of these energies in an attunement, take it for granted that you will be working with the seas or Oceans somewhere in the world at some time. Maybe you already are!

 

Whatever happened to Mother?

I wrote this blog a few years ago while I was living in Luxor but it was really more about my observations of how the Catholic faith ‘disappeared’ the Mother, especially in the British Isles. But it hadn’t always been that way.

https://gaiamethod.wordpress.com/2012/09/21/what-have-they-done-with-mother/

As a result of being able to see the energy or ritual I was able to see what happened during the Catholic Mass and the consecration of the bread and the wine. That told me a lot about the Catholic Church!

But read the blog and you will see how I came to my conclusions!

Today’s Message…on Grumbling!

I’m sorting out the kitchen and getting lunch ready and suddenly upstairs chime in with “Just for today, do not grumble.”

This is obviously a new slant on Usui’s five precepts:

Just for today (Kyo dake wa):

Don’t get angry (Okoru na*)

Don’t worry (Shinpai su na)

Be grateful (Kansha shite)

Work diligently (Gyo wo hage me)

Be kind to others (Hito ni shinsetsu ni)

What do they mean, do not grumble? I’m not grumbling! I thought, rather put out that they’d even suggested that I might be. But, as I cast my mind back to how I had been behaving all morning I had to admit, that yes, I was definitely grumbling!

Grumbling about the fact that Omar (my husband) had thrown his jeans onto the table before going to sleep last night and had inadvertently spilt my half-finished cup of tea all over it, ruining some hand-made grass table mats, and thank God, missing my laptop. I didn’t discover it until I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the loo! That was grumble number one! (Note to self, put away tea mug before going to bed!)

Then I discovered that we had an invasion of fire ants in the dustbin under the sink! Grumble number two. So I spent half an hour while cooking and cleaning, spraying them with poison that could kill a horse (not good when you’re cooking), and then sweeping up their little dead bodies. There were a lot of them!

Fire ants are very small ants with a sting worse than a horsefly’s so the last thing you want in your kitchen is hundreds of them! We had the same problem in Luxor when we went back to the flat just before we painted it. As soon as we blocked one of their ‘doorways’ through our tiles, they would find another one! Thankfully, this time, we had the right insecticide.

And I don’t care what ‘upstairs’ say about all of us creatures co-habiting. I’m not sharing my living space with fire ants, mosquitos or blood-sucking flies, so my killer spray is always at hand. As Seth says ‘we create our own reality’, well my reality doesn’t include insects that leave a nasty bite!

THEN, I was filling a container with pasta and the bag tore, sending the pasta all over the floor. The same floor I had sprayed with ant killer only half and hour earlier. Grumble number three!

So, between trying to kill the ant invasion and getting food ready, I was obviously grumbling…a lot. Well, I did have to completely gut the kitchen to get rid of them…grumble number four!

Hmm, maybe they’re right.  I’ll have to listen up and take my guides suggestion on board and watch my ‘grumbling’ habit. The last thing I want is to create a worse insect-ridden life; it takes me away from my writing.  So perhaps if I stop grumbling about them they won’t invade my space and I might actually get my editing done!

So, Just For Today, I Am Not going to Grumble…anymore! Have a nice day!

Here is a video on these little suckers! If you’re interested…

 

Queen of Trees and Isis, Goddess of Egypt.

There is an amazing film about the Sycamore Fig, a tree once sacred to the Goddesses Isis, Hathor and Nut called Queen of Trees. Trees have always been an important source of nourishment to human beings and to all the creatures that live in, and on them and this tree is fecund and nourishing and quite probably was a source of survival for  people who did not live in luxurious palaces, but who lived so much closer to the land around the Nile.

There is one sycamore tree in the Temple at Karnac. It lies close to the Chapel of Sekhmet where I had a profound energetic connection and attunement with the Goddess Sekhmet. A few years later, we sat beneath this sycamore fig tree and had the obigatory, and ultimately paid for, cup of sweet tea with the gaffeers, the self-appointed guardians of the site. It was hot, but beneath the tree there was shadow and shelter, and the Goddess was still spreading her arms over the people of the Nile. Even they don’t recognise her.

When you watch the film, think about why it was sacred to the Mother Goddesses. Look at it symbolically, keeping in mind that the Mothers are the Feeders of humanity. Sweet milk is the milk of the mother, but she also gives her fruit. This tree is especially significant in a region which does not have trees that are this abundant all year round, and this film shows why.

To me, this is like the Symbolic Tree of Life, which is not a vertical tree, but a horizontal one, spreading its branches from its Nile tree-trunk to other parts of Egypt. Watching this film helps me to understand how this works, as the fig’s fruit travels all over the surrounding countryside via other creatures, seeding new trees I realise that this is what we do, as Gaia Method Earthways healers, and other earthworkers who work with the sacred energies of nature. We are symbolic trees spreading our fruit all over the world. Sharing the fruit of our endeavours with everyone. Providing nurturing and sustenance and, hopefully, joy.

To the Ancient Egyptians, the tree had two functions, one physical and one energetic, and both fed the country and its people.

Watch the movie and think Mother Goddess, with her priests and priestesses, and see what you get from it. If you get nothing of this nature but you appreciate the beautiful photography then that is enough. It is a beautiful film in its own right.

Enjoy.

On the Importance of Heresy…

If we have no heretics we must invent them, for heresy is essential to health and growth. ― Yevgeny Zamyatin

This morning’s on-awakening message was about the importance of heresy and heretics. Changes in deep-seated religious beliefs cannot happen without the heretics challenging the rigid status quo of beliefs about God, or society.

I’ve been thinking about that all morning, and I went online to check out some famous heretics. Living here in Egypt, we have our own famous heretic, Pharoah Akhenaten, who tried to change the spiritual beliefs of the entire country, failing, but only somewhat. His spiritual beliefs became part of the Jewish tradition.

The world is kept alive only by heretics: the heretic Christ, the heretic Copernicus, the heretic Tolstoy. Our symbol of faith is heresy. ― Yevgeny Zamyatin

Yes, Jesus was a heretic, as was Mary Magdalene, the first Christian. So was Mohammed, and his first wife, Khadija. She too was the first Muslim.  And Moses? Well… not that that is any consolation to fundamentalists of our three main western religions, all of which originated in the Middle East. Or perhaps I am being heretical?

Anway, hopefully you get my point. These heretics came to change the way humanity was doing things, none of them really succeeded, but they tried. Some got the real message and used it to base their life on, but most just used the beliefs to prop themselves up with. They are still doing it now.

I’m not sure why ‘upstairs’ are giving me this info at this time?   I am searching my inner and outer world to see why it applies. Are they reassuring me? Are some old Irish Catholic beliefs being stirred up internally? That’s probable. I do struggle with some issues of the Gaia Method system, especially when talking to men about it. It gives me a hot flush; being menopausal really shows me where my anxieties lie!

Working with the Gaia Method is a challenge because it really does challenge some unconscious beliefs around God, the Father! Because it is divinely Feminine in nature, and not Masculine, like our three main western religions, I suppose the fear is always there that it will end badly! Or that our Divine feminine energy will be suppressed etc. Not that I am putting myself on a par with the Moses, Jesus and Mohammed, but you get the idea. I believe too, that without the wives of these men, they could not have come as far as they did. The women played a vital role in their ability to teach their new ideas and to live them. Akhenaten was not an exception; if it wasn’t for Nefertiti’s strength he might never have gotten to Akhetaten in the first place. If it wasn’t for Khadija, Mohammed would have been too terrified to pass on his channelled information and if it wasn’t for Mary Magdalene, Jesus would not have learned about the rights of women to be free. Moses too learned his stuff from a Bedouin woman, who became his wife!

I believe too, that without the wives of these men, they would not have come as far as they did. The women played a vital role in their ability to teach their new ideas and to live them. Akhenaten was not an exception; if it wasn’t for Nefertiti’s strength he might never have gotten to Akhetaten in the first place. If it wasn’t for Khadija, Mohammed would have been too terrified to pass on his channelled information and if it wasn’t for Mary Magdalene, Jesus would not have learned about the rights of women to be free. Moses too learned his stuff from a Bedouin woman, who then became his wife! All of these men had female teachers, who taught them self-trust and awareness. Without those female teachers, our three main religions might never have come to be. It’s a shame that the rest of the population could not accept the teachings, but the seeds are still there.

Perhaps my own fear of what it means to be a heretic, especially after dying rather horribly having been accused of being one in the USA a few centuries ago, as a young Quaker girl, is triggered. Yes, even writing about it brings on a hot flush. I came in with that lifetime very close to the surface, and obviously, I chose that for a reason. Even though I know I am ‘safe’ enough in this lifetime, the fears still remain, although I know I can move past them. I know rationally that they don’t apply this time around, so I need to have an inner conversation with myself.

I’ll let you know what happens!

 

What is it to be a King…?

Sometimes I wake up with my guides telling me stuff! Often it is in response to questions I have been asking in my head, exploring the whys and wherefores of life as a Soul in human incarnation.

Like many people at the moment, I am thinking of Rulership. What does it mean to be a Ruler of a country, be it King, Queen, Prime Minister, President, Taoiseach, etc? I have been looking back at my own past-life history and the ruling positions I have had over the centuries, most of them pretty badly handled, unfortunately!  As Souls, we learn about all facets of human development and this includes the role of leader. Lessons in how to rule, how to wield power fairly etc, are all part of our soul learning.

Not me!

About fifteen years ago I had a regression session with Melvyn Foey, a Network Chiropractor who I see regularly. During that session, I went back into a life I had as an Indian Maharajah, a long time before the coming of the English. When I was a young boy I had a spiritual teacher, who was training me to be a wise and good king. My father died early and I became King but I wasn’t old enough to rule so my mother ruled in my stead. My teacher was trying to teach me humility and how to rule well but I was incredibly narcissistic, and abusive. His teachings were wasted on me.

My mother constantly fed me with her ideas, which contradicted my teacher’s, and which were far more attractive to me than ideas of spiritual humility and service. To me, they smacked of powerlessness and I wanted power. I had power. That was the most amazing thing I experienced in the regression. My power energy radiated out from me. It was like a drug. It disconnected me from any other human emotion. If someone was ‘weak’ or did something wrong I would not hesitate to kill them. They didn’t matter to me, especially women. It was like being tapped into an unending source of energy that gave me godlike powers over life and death. It was an addiction.

However, that life ended badly! A failed assassination attempt shocked me so much that I developed a mental illness. I could not understand why anyone would want to kill me and I became paranoid and hid myself away. It was a complete shock to the system. Wasn’t I all-powerful? My mother remained the ruler behind the scenes while I sank further and further into a bottomless pit of paranoia and depression.

The people of my kingdom staged a revolt and stormed the palace, dragging me out into the grounds.  I was pushed to my knees by the leader of the revolt. In front of the crowd, he was going to take my head. As he looked down at me, sword in hand, I looked up at him, and with a sudden moment of lucidity, I recognised that he was just like me! Power hungry and ruthless. I laughed and my life ended with one swing of his sword. 

As a result of that regression, I see through different eyes. I see Trump and his ego and I remember myself! I see the leaders of countries fulfilling their own personal needs for power and control. And I remember myself! How can I judge them when I have been there? That’s not to say that I can’t dislike them, but I can’t judge them.

I have had other lives, where I have been the observer of rulers, or advisors to them, and also lifetimes where I experienced being abused as a young ruler, so I have learned about power!

This morning’s message, coming in just as I was waking up, was about being a king, and what that meant. The message was “As a king, you act charitably.” It is not about desiring personal power, but of acting charitably towards the people who put you in that position. It isn’t about personal needs but about other’s needs. You are in a position of wealth and governance to help the poor and to make other’s lives better. The people’s wealth is not your wealth. It is there to create order, to create stability, to create balance. Needless to say this also applies to women in power, it’s not only about kings.

Thinking of why my guides specifically spoke about kings, in terms of the Gaia Method and the men who train in the system, it is about learning to use their skills and abilities to benefit others. This doesn’t mean that they live in penury while others live off of them, but it means that money is there to be used to benefit the lives of others as well as yourself. All is balance; you cannot help anybody financially if you are destitute! As my guides told me a few years ago, “You are not a philanthropist.” I was surprised and questioned their meaning. Their reply was “Because philanthropists are rich!” At that time I was trying to serve others but I was sacrificing my own needs to do it, which left me in a worse position than they were!  I was giving out-of-balance, so I turned it around!

Nuada Airgetlam, King of the Tuatha De Danaan.

The role of men in the Gaia Method is to learn to be a king, a leader, even if outwardly you look nothing like one. It is an internal process, a process of letting go of ‘holding on’. It is an initiatic path of service, just as it is for women. But the healing is different because men are raised differently in our society. Think of the old spiritual kings, King Arthur, Egyptian kings until after Akhenaten’s reign, the stories of King Nuada, Aairgetlam. They were ‘married’ to Sovereignty, the Female Power of the Land and its people. They role was to serve. They trained to be king, letting go of personal desires for power and wealth and learned to put the land, through the Divine Feminine energy, and her people first. Letting go of the need for control is a powerful step!

If they failed, on any level, they lost their power and their position. It was a constant balancing act for them. Nuada lost his arm in a battle and lost his position. He was no longer ‘perfect’, i.e. he had lost his connection to the Goddess. Arthur too, lost himself, because he became too emotionally attached to his desire for personal connection to Guinevere, who was Sovereignty.

The path to Divine Kingship is the path of letting go and learning to serve. It is the path of the Eagle. Learning to use higher vision to soar above the selfish human desires and the need for power-over. There is nothing wrong with desire, but for a king, it has to be channelled correctly. There is nothing wrong with having power so long as it too is used correctly. There is nothing wrong with being rich, so long as we remember to use it well in the service of others, in however you feel guided to do. A

A King is evolved enough, through healing and hard work, to desire to serve the greater good. He is training to be the partner of Sovereignty and women in the system are training to be Sovereignty!  Everything is balance! The great outcome of this path is that we learn to create our lives more richly, because it removes our unconscious fears of ‘having’. We are not just doing this for ourselves, but for others!

For men to reach Kingship status, he has learned to value women, letting go of unconscious and conscious beliefs about them as powerless, sexual, or whatever their particular beliefs tell them. He has to heal his own Mother issues, his relationship issues etc. The same as women have to do about the father, and their own lack of power and sovereignty.

There is a progression of development for men. They are a Knight, serving a Lady, just like in the Old Days!  The Lady assists the knight to let go of his old beliefs about women, and the power issues that arise from those beliefs. The Knight protects the lady, making it easier for them both to carry out their work, assisting the Land and its people.  The Lady too works on her negative beliefs around men and heals her own traumas around power and abuse at the hand of men and patriarchal systems.  The man might never reach King Status, and that’s OK. Not all women can heal enough of themselves to reach their Sovereignty role either. But it is the desire to work hard and get there that counts.

The Lady too works on her negative beliefs around men and heals her own traumas around power and abuse at the hand of men and patriarchal systems.  They teach each other how to rule in service. The man might never reach King Status, and that’s OK. Not all women can heal enough of themselves to reach their Sovereignty role either. But it is the desire to work hard and get there that counts.

 

 

New Seth’s Deleted Sessions.

I have just bought the first book in the series of Seth’s Personal Sessions, now that they are finally on Kindle, and I cannot put it down. Reading it in bed, before I sleep, my eyelids are struggling to stay open.

Now, I have been a fan of the Seth books for over twenty years, and have based my own personal development around them, using his higher insight and information. But often, because I am a predominantly spiritual/emotional person, although my rational mind is pretty well developed too, I tend to understand things more from an ‘experienced’ place. Intellectual ideas spin me out. So I tend to learn experientially, like most healers and psychics.

As a result of that, sometimes I found it difficult to understand how to use some of the information that Seth spoke about because I did not have a ‘hook’ to hang it on. Until now!

Because Jane, the woman who Seth spoke through while Jane was in trance, died earlier than they had hoped, and in the same way as her own mother, I had always wondered, from a psychological perspective, why she had died that way and what had prevented her from healing her illness, given that she was receiving so much help from Seth.

These books explain it all; and because they are focused on the personal, psychological issues of both Jane and her husband Rob, and their respective families and friends, I find it easy to understand and to work with.

So many of the older famous teachers, Shakti Gawain and others, based their life’s work around teaching the concepts of how we create our reality, originally taught by Seth. They were my teachers when I first began my own awakening journey in 1994. So when I found the Seth books, it all fell into place.

Reading The Personal Sessions takes me to another level of understanding of how to work with the deeper aspects of our psyches that can cause so much difficulty in our lives.

To give you an example, and one which is highly pertinent, as a family member has recently gone through an episode of this nature, and this has also been my experience on my own journey, Seth says this to Jane’s husband, who is recording Seth’s words:

(1) “In a new crisis situation, in facing a present crisis squarely and dealing with it in adult terms, he may indeed free himself largely; for the present situation through association brings up highly charged emotional energies that have been stopped up and causing difficulty.

It is highly necessary then that his present course be maintained, expressing his emotions honestly to himself and to you; and examining them, if he prefers, afterward, then taking with you whatever steps are necessary in your family situation. This is the adult’s chance to understand and emotionally exorcise parental ghosts from the child’s past. They will be viewed in the light of the present, brought up because of your family’s dilemma, to the light of day.

Ruburt (Jane’s entity name) should not brush aside any emotional connections then, but understand what is happening. For this process is releasing him already, and operates like a catharsis.”

This is exactly what happens in our life. We are triggered by an external event. The trigger opens up blocked emotional energy which then emerges, flooding us with unexpressed emotion. Once this dammed up emotional energy is released, we get to a point of being able to understand rationally, why it came up in the first place and what the emotional block was all about. This is not an easy process, but it clears things in an amazing way, freeing us to pursue a path which was previously closed to us, due to the emotional energy blockage.   Needless to say, there are layers of issues to work with but eventually they do clear, if you keep working on them.

On a physical level, Jane died with crippling arthritis and Seth tried to help both Jane and Rob to understand why she was ill, even though when Seth gave this information, the illness had not come so far:

(2) “The symptoms themselves cause certain chemical changes that have an effect, then, on the personality itself. If the self accepts the symptoms, and in all cases of illness to some extent or another this is true, then paradoxically a portion of the self identifies with the symptoms. (i.e. my depression, my illness, etc)

To rip away the symptoms becomes a ripping away of a portion of the self, even if a most disagreeable portion. The procedures immediately call for new growth on the part of the self, to replace what is being taken away, and to replace it in a more constructive fashion. This necessitates finding the causes for the symptoms, backtracking, really, to the point before the symptoms’ appearance, and facing problems now that would not be faced then. The symptoms represent in all cases one attempt, one method, of solving the existing problems. The personality must become aware of the inefficiency of such a manner. Now in some cases a physical illness is the best solution for various reasons having to do with reincarnational influences, and the inner lack of balance of the personality. In Ruburt’s case this is not so. We are trying to make him see the basic difficulty, and give him a solution that is acceptable. He should make every effort to understand them consciously as well as emotionally.”

(3) For years, literally, it was hammered into Ruburt’s subconscious that he was not worthy of any kind of success, and that he would be punished for his treatment of his mother. The suggestions came from the mother. Suggestions given by the mother are always the most tenacious in any case. While he struggled (to succeed), these did not cause him noticeable difficulty, though they operated underground, impeding his progress. Only when it seemed that success was on its way, or inevitable, did these suggestions show their effects. He is conscious of some of these in a general fashion. His mother let it be known that she had no use for him, and he thought if his mother could not love him, then certainly there must be something seriously wrong and unworthy about him. Running away gave him a feeling of security, but he ran in desperation. He stopped running to deal with the problem, to meet it head on. Symbolically then, he stopped running, but he carried this out in physical terms also. On a few occasions the mother went so far as to say: “I hope you are crippled someday, too.” And this became the feared punishment.”

Unfortunately, Jane was unable to heal this very deep psyche wound, and eventually died at the age of fifty-five years. Perhaps if she had had access to therapists and healers, as we do today, things might have been very different, who knows?

So if you are a healer, and you want to understand how to move through issues that arise, emotionally and physically, I recommend you read these books, plus the other Seth Books, all of which you can buy on Amazon. They are books that you will never stop reading! They are always valuable and useful. For me, the personal Sessions are a firm favourite, and ones I will go back to again and again, once I have read them all, that is. I just love them!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Quote 1) Roberts, Jane. The Personal Sessions: Book One of the Deleted Seth Material: Personal Seth Sessions 11/15/65 – 12/6/71 (Kindle Locations 1670-1671). New Awareness Network Inc. Kindle Edition.

(Quote 3) Roberts, Jane. The Personal Sessions: Book One of the Deleted Seth Material: Personal Seth Sessions 11/15/65 – 12/6/71 (Kindle Locations 1479-1481). New Awareness Network Inc. Kindle Edition.

Quote 2) Roberts, Jane. The Personal Sessions: Book One of the Deleted Seth Material: Personal Seth Sessions 11/15/65 – 12/6/71 (Kindle Locations 1586-1594). New Awareness Network Inc. Kindle Edition.

 

 

 

Working with Sea Energy.

There are certain energies you can work with when connecting energetically with the sea. In my experience, the colder waters of the north are Neptunian, and can be wild and stormy. By contrast, tropical waters tend to be more feminine in nature.

During my time living in Hurghada, I had the opportunity of working with the energies of the Red Sea. I did this from the land, never having learned to dive, but I spent many hours beside the water watching the colourful life beneath the surface. One of the first things I did when we reached Sahl Hashseesh, a newly developed, and ever-growing resort, was to stand in the warm water at the beach connected to our flats. Almost immediately, I felt the healing energies of the Red Sea envelop me and I knew that here, I could begin to heal after the six tumultuous years living in Luxor.

Watch until the end for a little surprise.

Apart from the wonderful sea life and the amazing ospreys I made the connection to the Goddess of the Bay. For the year we spent here, until we moved into Hurghada proper, she taught me how to work with her fertile and creative energies. I also received energies from her to pass on to others. These energies gave access to the Womb of Creation. Which is how she termed the creative energies of the Red Sea. And it really did feel like a nurturing womb. It was a place to heal and to grow into my creative self.

The energies she gave me came as essences, but also as energetic symbols. These energies are given as tools to help you manage the emotional waters of life whilst still nurturing creativity.

The Stingray: The stingray is a solitary creature, gliding through the emotional/creative waters in search of inspiration. It is curious, trusting, but with a barb on its tail. With this energy in your field it gives you the ability to ‘spread yourelf thin’. Life sometimes happens in ways you ‘d rather it didn’t and when this happens you have to be able to continue your otherwordly adventures while still managing LIFE. There might be tasks to fulfill, arising perhaps from a sense of familial duty. But personal care is still required, your one work still needs to be done. The Stingray helps your energy manage these disparate tasks so that you can continue without becoming burned out.

The Conch Snail: As a symbol, this creature allows the creations of the Sea Mother to be channelled. Creative ideas move through this shell, emerging from the consciousness of the mother as creative/artisit ideas.

Reading the Soul.

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A Soul reading can be many things. It can tell you what our Soul desires to accomplish, on a personal level, in this lifetime. It can tell you what you do, as a Soul, in the Spirit-world, in terms of our Soul service. It can tell you what you are here on the planet to do, for instance, if you are already training to be a guide, or involved in other purposeful work, for instance, in the environment, with people, or animals, etc.  It can be instructive, teaching you to remember why you chose to incarnate this time around, or it can be advice on how to work through a certain issue that you might have been grappling with for many lifetimes.

Many times, if it is necessary for your Soul, or ‘entity’, to remind you of what you planned to do here, you might find other lifetimes being brought to your attention, lifetimes that have a bearing on your current challenges. This is to remind your Soul, rather than your personality, because your Soul can then prompt your personality into understanding that there is a reason why you are doing what you are doing, or why you are experiencing what you are experiencing.

Sometimes you are given, if it will help you, your Soul Age in terms of development. When your guides do this it is to remind you that you have had many lifetimes of experience behind you and that this current challenge is probably one you have met before, therefore, you have many skills and abilities at your disposal. In other words “You can do this”.

Having experienced  Life between Life regression sessions (Andy Tomlinson) and many years of past-life work, this has given me a wonderful connection to the Soul World. I also participated, as a ‘subject’ in one of Andy’s books on Life Between Lives, where I was regressed and spoke on behalf of my own group of Elders who were able to answer Andy’s questions on many subjects, including the legend of Atlantis, animal souls and why we choose certain lives to work on. He wrote this book in collaboration with Ian Lawton.

This gave me a connection to that level that I have never lost. For me, that is the true meaning of Bringing Heaven to Earth, making ourselves more aware of our Soul’s existence and working at opening up to that level of awareness.

Any of Andy’s books, and especially the Books by Dr. Michael Newton, are an amazing resource if you are interested in this subject. Dr. Newton’s books opened the way for me to be able to read the Soul History and Purpose of other people. Even though it took me 17 years to do it!

I also worked with Melvyn Foey, a wonderful Network Chiropractor and Past Life Facilitator, with a practice in Winchester, and in Cornwall. With him, I undercovered the reasons why I had had so many fears around actualising my purpose in this lifetime.

I would recommend, if you are interested in learning more about yourself as a Soul, that you check out these books. It makes a Soul Reading much easier to understand if you understand how the process of living as a Soul works. The books also go into lots of detail about your guides and their function in your life, and why you chose the life you chose in the first place.

Soul Readings can be used to understand the dynamics within relationships, both family and intimate.  Once you understand the background and purpose of relationship difficulties it becomes much easier to accept them and to work through them. This understanding might also give you the courage you need to leave a damaging relationship or to work through issues that are actually there for your growth within the relationship.

Fears, gifts, talents, and ways of life can also be explained, and you might discover that you have a gift that you could be actualizing in your physical life. Your personality character is better understood once you see why you chose the circumstances in your life, and the challenges which face you.

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As my own guides once told me “The challenge is to overcome the challenges.” Knowing this, gave me the courage and strength to continue ‘overcoming’. Working with my Soul through past life and inter-lives work helped me enormously.

WE are so much greater than the sum of our parts!

 

Soul Readings.

How they work: once you have requested a reading I go to the Akashic Library, which holds the records of all your lives and your soul purpose. In my mind’s eye, it looks like an endless library, full of old books. The Soul Purpose books are usually white, while the past-life books are old and brown. Many times, I am shown your colour ray, or crystal ray. This is the vibrational ray that your soul comes in with and shows your overall soul intent for learning and for soul initiation.

I then pick out the books that I need, so that I can read them. The information comes in in the form of a direct communication from your guides where they explain the dynamics of a past-life, or a present life challenge or purpose. I record it and write it up as they give it to me, and then I send it on. Sometimes the reading might be preceded by a healing energy transmission to facilitate your understanding of the information from a Soul perspective.

I next create a crystal grid, intuitively choosing the layout, colours or any additional things that need to be placed within it. This acts a a container for the energies which are recorded as they come in. The recording helps you to hear, in your own time, the information which then moves into your energy field to integrate with your own soul. This can act as a reminder of why you are here, and of what you might have planned, for your development in this life.

It is always fascinating when they describe soul dynamics within your past-life or present life and give you information on a difficult relationship or situation and the reasons for that difficulty. That then gives you the ability to change something you are struggling with, as your Soul awareness is now in the picture with you, helping you to understand your purpose and challenges and helping you to overcome them.

I am always available for questions if you have received a reading and need clarification on something.

Sometimes, your guides give information on how they work with you, or they may give me information about themselves. It all depends on what you need to hear, from a soul level.

For the best understanding of Soul reality I suggest reading any or Dr. Michael Newton’s book on Lives between Lives, or books by Andy Tomlinson. Also of great help are Youtube videos about people who have had near death experiences and come back with knowledge and wisdom. I particularly recommend Beyond with Heather Tesch. Her interviews with Vinnie Tolmund are particularly good. I have done ‘life between lives’ regression sessions back in the early 2000s and Vinnie’s resonate so much with what I experienced with Andy. Thankfully, I did not have to die to see the soul world. There was an easier way…

I also helped Andy with one of his books when he asked me to be a subject. As of that session, I am able to connect with the soul world and with the council of elders, who guide my incarnational journey. We all have a council of Elders. Of all the things I have done in my life, this was the most life affirming, and gave me an understanding of why we are here. That knowledge has never left, but continues to evolve.

 

 

 

White and Gold Dragon Diamonds.

This is a second level attunement which comes after you have received both the second level Venus Matrix attunements and the Diamond merkaba attunement of the first level. This attunement adds a silver/white and gold dragon energy to the nine fields of the Diamond Merkaba, giving you eleven dimensional laayers to work in.

This is how I was attuned ot these additional diamond layers:

I felt the need to tune in and I felt an old white dragon in my field. This dragon had been coming in for a few days, as three days earlier I had had an image of a white dragon, moving out from behind a tall mountain and moving towards me. When it appeared in ‘my reality’ it was the Quetzalcoatl dragon with vibrant rainbow feathers framing its serpent face. The following day, looking for images of this serpent I found one of a white plume of ash from a volcano in Mexico! That was how I had seen the white dragon and was good confirmation! I am always given confirming information of what they give me, which both confirms and gives me added information. This dragon also has a connection to the Goddess Ixchel, who has been very ‘present’ lately.

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So back to the white dragon, which was now in my energy-field all around me. It felt like a faery story, as if I was the illustration in a book for children about dragons. She was writing an old book. She/I breathed out and as she did she formed a large white sphere out in front of me. Inside the sphere, there was the book, and as she blew out, the dragon breath was creating words on the page. Something about Dragon Lore and the Dragon children. Perhaps books that help the children who are coming in as creators of our new reality? We will have to wait and see.

Next, I saw a diamond Merkaba and it was like white glass. This was to do with the white dragon, like a dragon Merkaba but it was more solid than the usual ones, which were more ‘energetic’. I slowly anchored this diamond around my field and expanded it out as normal. Then I stabilised it at both apexes, until it was completely anchored and stable. As this part was finished the diamond fell like a cloak around me, a soft silver/white. This diamond energy sits outside of the other nine, like another layer, but this time of completely different vibration, containing different energy and information.

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White/Silver and Gold Diamond layers of the Energy-field.

Then I became aware of another diamond, gold this time. This one anchored above and around the white one, but it was close, like a skin. Yet it was also above the white one. Then I was shown an image of the gold diamond lozenge that they found at Bush Barrow in Stonehenge. They have shown me this before, in relation to this Diamond Field, and as the Gaia Method Earthways taps into ancient, ancestral knowledge, then this makes sense to me. The person who was buried with this might have been an energy-worker. I know from previous work in Archaeology, where I was able to work with Neolithic and Bronze Age sites, that many of the people buried in Long barrows and Round Barrows were spiritually trained men and women whose souls were still connected to the site and hence their burial in a significance place. They act as energetic guardians to that network of energies.

The vibration of these diamonds was different to the previous nine, This gold one felt like the inspiration that would feed the silver/white one with information and knowledge, stepping it down.

Next, I opened up my belly, like the earth, and the black dragon was there. All I can see of it is its large eye, peering out through my belly. It began to blow and a large black glassy sphere formed out of its breath.  I’m always a little nervous of the black dragon and I have no idea why I have one sleeping in my belly, so I was nervous of this particular activity.  But I continued to trust, and to blow into the sphere; but instead of getting larger it began to shrink, until it became a black crystal egg. I continued to blow until the egg shrank and became a black faceted crystal, which reminded me of obsidian. I then held this for a moment and placed it in my third eye! It felt like I could see into the darkness. It was as though this particular process would go through different phases of activity, much like the formation of a physical diamond. The smaller the black energy became the more refined and concentrated it became.

I then saw the Uffington Dragon Hill and it felt like the information that is contained within the two diamonds was contained, and used, there. The dragon, (I believe the horse was originally a dragon), is on a higher level on the side of the hill and I am aware of it moving down towards the lower hill.

I think that this all a result of the download that left me feeling so sick on Sunday last. I had a terrible headache that nothing could shift. It made me feel so tired and nauseous that I went to bed. I knew it was energetic because I felt like my head was filled with visions I couldn’t hang on to. It felt like a huge download. My guides appeared and they apologised about hte discomfort but that it was necessary and would clear by the evening. I slept it off. And it was clear by evening! I still felt rough for a couple of days, but it wore off eventually, and then all of this new dragon information came in.

Bringing in these energies is a challenging process and pretty hard on the physical body. But the gifts that come form these downloads far outweigh any discomfort, so on we go.

The Golden Dragon Energy.

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What happens when you have a gold dragon in your field?  Although I work with them in the landscape, I also noticed them popping up in odd places. But why? I knew it was about money and power, but after a visit from Chris for a couple of weeks, when I was living in Egypt, this became clearer.

The Gold Dragon is a representation of our ability to manifest wealth. It is an power that flows through the body, and outer self, or ego, to manifest itself in the world. Once we have balanced our ability to both give, and receive finance and support, we are then more able to utilise, sensibly, the power of the Gold Dragon. Before we reach the point of being able to work with money in this way, however, we may progress through different frequencies of the dragon energy of wealth.

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Omar had a Bronze Dragon energy in his field. which I didn’t understand at the time, because I didn’t know they were a possibility. But once I understood the power of the Gold, I understood the Bronze. I saw this Bronze dragon ‘holding’ Omar in its arms, with its tail wrapped around him too; totally ‘held and protected’. He hadn’t yet mastered his money issues, so he was working with the energy that he could work with. He was learning how to manifest finance in a balanced and heart-centred way, for the good of all. This made sense, becasue when you think of coinage, you have copper, bronze, silver and gold, traditionally.

Having a future leadership role, even if only on a local level, but still leading a community, you have to learn to use money and power in a balanced way, so the future good of the entire community is maintained. Money is not to be used selfishly, but for the good of the whole, so we have to learn to use it well, therefore our dragon energy will reflect this.

Just before my friend Chris arrived, my own Gold Dragon energy suddenly started ‘blowing’. When this happens, I feel an energy awakening in my belly and the feel the impulse to ‘blow’ air out, like a healing air stream. I was aware of my dragon energy, and she was blowing gold coins into the air around me and filling the apartment. It feels like I am the dragon, and my fiery breath is used through my breath.

I knew this was to do with Chris’s impending arrival, but I didn’t quite understand why. I soon discovered why. During his stay, money flowed into the flat and into the house, through his generosity. Although sometimes it felt overwhelming, as I am not used to such a sudden free-flow, he shared the gold with the entire house, making the lives of all of Omar’s family more abundant for a time and putting into motion certain actions which would bring abundance to them in the future. Through his dragon energy, he opened hte way towards future stability for them.

At one point, he himself began to feel anxious about going back to work in the UK, but suddenly I could see his gold dragon wrap itself around his body, holding him in his arms, and the feeling was that there was nothing to worry about. That he was financially, and emotionally safe … because he was working on behalf of humanity, and not selfishly hoarding his money. That is the power of the Golden Dragon. This wealth is for our Purpose, for the benefit of humanity and our work in that area. To do this, of course, many of our conscious, and unconscious, fears are worked through, so we can do that. We are channels for the abundance of creation to flow into the physical world, and therefore our lives become enriched as a result.

It is not our money’; it is for the good of the whole. Which is why many people who work with the Golden Dragons are natural givers, often to the point of self-sacrifice. But that too is a lesson. Balanced giving, and receiving, is the way. Money is supposed to flow, it is not supposed to be dammed up and hoarded so that it benefits no-body but the hoarder. Unless, you are saving for a particular purpose which allows you do even more work. Letting go of our fear of lack, and learning how to give giving responsibly and not out of personal interest, is one of the important lessons we learn. Thankfully, the gold dragons train us in the use of their energy.

If you have one of these dragons, know it is your energy they are working through to benefit the Whole, and that they will train you to work with them. Be watchful, let go of your fears around money and be generous when you see the need for it. Not pointless giving, but intentional, and guided. The Dragons will tell you how, and when to give, and when not to. Their consciousness, which is really ours, knows things that our personalities do not, so learning to listen, watch and trust is important. We are harnessing the creative powers of the Universe, so we will learn how to do it wisely and hopefully, one day, all power and wealth will be distributed through the Dragons, for the benefit of all.

In 2006 I had a vision just as I was falling asleep, (which meant I then had to wake up properly and write it down). In the vision, I was a gold dragon and as I breathed, in my human body, I was also breathing as the dragon. I focussed on this feeling and the image of a deer-like creature standing alone in a meadow appeared in my mind’s eye. It was a sacrifice for me, the dragon. Then, the image shifted and I was in an active volcano. A priest was doing ceremony for me, sacrificing a maiden to me. There was something about women being sacrificed for the greater good.

This is not really how gold dragons work, but I was being shown how the myth of the maurauding golden dragon became part of our myths and stories. They were portrayed as something to be afraid of, something to sacrifice something else to, maintaining our safety at the expense of others. This is so the opposite of how the Gold dragons work, but it is interesting that the stories were created this way.

But, those are just thoughts. My experience of the gold dragon is one of creating and attracting abundance, especially money. But, whenever, I have observed the gold dragon, it was outside of my control. I remember, in Egypt, standing outside Fatima’s kitchen (Fatima was married to Mohammed), and suddenly I became aware of myself as the gold dragon. In this vision, I saw myself taking off some of my gold bracelets and giving it away. When an Egyptian woman marries, she is given gold as a dowry. This is her safety account just in case the marriage does not work out the way they anticipated. At the time, I did not understand what this meant, until a few days later, Omar told me that Fatima had given some of her gold to her husband to buy a cow, an expensive purchase at the time (now even more expensive). So, the vision was showing me how Fatima was giving her gold to her husband for the good of the family. She was sacrificing her own future safety for the good of the whole. A typical Gold dragon action.

Maybe that is what the myth of sacrificing the maiden is about.

Another gold dragon experience we had in 2016 was in Glastonbury. Chris, Eartha and myself had gone there for the day and visited the Chalice Well. A small gold dragon attached itself to my ankles, having emerged from the Well, and it was only when we got to the crypt beneath Winchester Cathedral, that it let go and swam into the well beneath the Great Altar.I thought I was imagining it, until I told the others, and discovered they had seen it too. I’d had a similar experiecne with a green dragon.

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The gold dragon energies have also appeared in places I would not have expected them to appear. Government places, my local city council offices in Winchester, the tower of London, where they keep the Crown Jewels. Chris anchored the same energy in a place that makes controllers for tanks and planes and I anchored one in Luxor, in the family home. And of course, there was the little gold dragon energy we brought back from Glastonbury.

Interestingly, last June, (2024) Chris and I were in Winchester cathedral and I was making an essence. Along with the essence came information about a dragon from Avalon having been anchored in Winchester cathedral. I had completely forgotten about the little gold dragon. The size of the little dragon is really indicative of it being a portion of that greater energy. It is often carried at the feet or lower legs. In this way we become carriers of their elemental force and can transport ‘seeds’ of their energy to plant elsewhere. What is again interesting to me is that this gold dragon emerged from the Chalice Well waters, just like the green dragon had emerged from the source of the River Test. Glastonbury Abbey was a great centre in the past and that wealth has energetically remained there, to be picked up by others, who can then move it other parts of the country and the world. Water holds memory, which is why we can make essences, and therefore the water holds the memory of the place it runs through, held by the surrounding geology.

More recently, the gold dragon has been showing up for me more often. Probably because I have been healing my beliefs around money, and have learned to accept it, rather than reject it. I had made the decision, when I was a teenager, that love was more important than money, which of course it is. But we live in a world where money is how we live, now more than ever. The dragon was not only showing me I had healed those big beliefs, but that I could now attract more abundance, but also learn to be responsible with it. Lessons which continue.

Poverty has its lessons, but so does wealth. The Gold dragon helps us to learn that.

The Lemurians…Clarified.

2 October 2016.

 

0b29b2efc76c1a8219b48cb0caf8c0cc“Earlier, you guessed at our identities, and it served you at the time, and it served us too, but now you seek the truth of who we are, and rightly so.

We are not so old as to be forgotten, but not so young as you might imagine. Although ‘Lemuria’, as your present time defines it, did not exist in ‘reality’, our civilisation did exist within the time frame of that believed to be Lemurian.  We are an ancient race, older than the hills, literally, as your mountain ranges were beneath our seas and were our seabed.

We made up many races and many lifeforms, just as you do today, and some of us were wise and others not so wise, just as you also are today. But the wisdom we garnered, over many years of development, is what we share with you now.

There was not one name that applied to our races, for we were many, just as there is not one name for your human civilisation. Perhaps you will enter the collective psychic atmosphere and be known as “The Humans” to future races on earth, but that is not your ‘name’. You see how difficult it is?

We were a race of cultures, trying to develop qualities, in much the same way as your human race is doing. We were successful enough. The Abramic culture was a bleed-through from unresolved issues that we left behind us, and this is why we take this opportunity to help you with these challenges. We take a measure of responsibility for these beliefs and so we choose to resolve this issue by helping those souls to overcome the negative beliefs that we ourselves planted, albeit unwittingly!

Time will tell whether we can do this satisfactorily, for mankind has taken a different route to the one we took, and it is more difficult to break-through when such energy is being forced outwards. Your race is yet young and you have come so far but now it is time for change. It is time for mankind to change direction and so we help you to steer in that new direction.

You can continue to call us Lemurian, as that name helps you to identify our energy. But you know the truth, and we are glad that you asked for it. It is always better to face the truth, than to live a lie and so we say to you, never settle for something unless you feel it in your bones. Untruths can be scattered to the four winds, but the truth will always endure because it is the truth.

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Symbol to hold in your mind if you wish to connect to ‘Lemurian’ consciousness.

We are ‘rooted’ like a great tree, and although it may lose its leaves, and it may wither and die, the memory of it remains. And so it is with us. We remain in the Aethers, and you can tap into our memories at certain places where those energies remain. If you would like a symbol to connect to us then use this: a simple white feather in a sea of green and gold, will suffice. That is our energy signature and if you wish to connect with us, use this energy and we will enable communications.

Thank you and we wish you well in your endeavours.”

This information came about because of my own unease with the name lemurians, even though I had received both teachings and information from this ancient civilisation. But I have a need for the ‘real’ in my work, even though to others everything I do might not seem ‘real’.

When I first began to channel, or ‘listen’ I told the energies communicating with me not to give me any airy-fairy flowery language. I wanted the info to be clear and un-New Agey! I wanted it to be practical and usable, not wonderful sounding fantasies that got people no-where except more stuck in their heads!

I hadn’t really given the Lemurians much thought for many years, but as I was going through old, received information I posted some of it here. However, I still felt uneasy about the name, so I looked up where the name came from. It was a biologist named Philip Sclater who first began to use the name. So I asked the Elders who the Lemurians really were! And this was their answer.

great_tree_by_hazzard65-d5968avHaving studied Archaeology I knew that our ‘present’ spiritual belief about lost continents was not true. Studying archaeology really helped me to separate fact from fiction in my energy work. And receiving the info I needed from the horse’s mouth helps me to understand the truth of these ancient civilisations, even though archaeology does not hold with theories of previous civilisations on earth. But the earth does not lie and geology is geology, so I can accept the fact of the Lemurians knowing that they existed, just not necessarily in the way we think.

So I am grateful to them for clarifying this for me.

Settlement Sites of the Mother.

mdnc1One of the things we learned over the years of doing Earth energy work was how our pre-Celtic ancestors worked with the Earth and how they really knew that they lived on the body of the Mother. They were part of the Mother, they were her children.

Their sacred places, small settlements, massive hillforts and stone circles were all representative of the Balance of male and female. They lived that reality of Balance. Through working with these places I recognised that many of them are built to represent the female body. Sites that were significant places for maintaining the balance of the surrounding countryside, or places of power where people went to learn how to be a guardian of a sacred place, all were created to replicate the body of a woman.

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Connections between Fosbury Hillfort and Coldridge Banjo. Fosbury is also connected to Ludgershall Castle.

Through working with these places I recognised that many of them are built to represent the female body. Sites that were significant places for maintaining the balance of the surrounding countryside, or places of power where people went to learn how to be a guardian of a sacred place, all were created to replicate the body of a woman.

Banjo Enclosures, such as that at Itchen wood and Micheldever Wood, Coldridge Woods, Danebury Hillfort, Fosbury Hillfort, Woolbury Camp and Maiden castle. Stone circles such as Stonehenge, Avebury, etc, all represent the body of the Great Mother. At different points in the year, these places were fertilised, by priests and priestesses, who knew how to channel the energy/light of the male fertilising principle, the Solar energy, through their bodies and into the earth. This was like a great sexual joining of male and female, designed to ensure that the crops would grow every year and feed their people, and that the balance of the Earth’s energies would be maintained.

 This was not an empty ritual, but a real energy-working of the serpent-lines that ran between sacred places and rivers, human settlements and burial sites.

When I first began to work with Danebury Hillfort with Chris, we found ourselves, at the beginning of February a few years ago, standing on the highest point in the middle of the settlement. silenagigI became aware of two giant hands pulling open a split in the earth beneath my feet. Inside the resulting diamond-shaped space there was darkness. Then the solar light poured down through us, as we stood above this empty dark space, and it filled the space with solar light. Then I saw the Sheelagh-na-gig, and I understood what it meant!

The Sheelagh was the image of the Great Mother at the end of winter, and the beginning of spring, opening herself up to the fertilising energy of the sun, where she would, in nine months time, produce the crops that fed the people. She would be re-energised. Think of all the fairy tales where the ‘ugly old witch’ takes the energy of youth to make herself young again. This is an echo of an ancient ritual of life-bringing solar energy, re-energising the old winter season and bringing the new energies of spring and new growth.

danefgtWhen we had finished we walked around the outside bank and all I could feel was the storage of corn! I took a photo on my way out, of the information board. I realised that I was looking at the body of a pregnant woman. The ‘Defensive’ ditches are her vulva! The people lived within the body of the Mother. The same applies to many other settlement sites around the country.

These places were significant fertility sites, which not only fed the surrounding areas energetically but also physically. Storing corn in large pits in the chalk kept the corn safe for Winter, but also kept it energised.

Sites, where the stone carved Sheelagh-na-gigs were found, were earlier fertility sites, and the early Christians, without their rigid fear of sexuality, probably knew that, so they incorporated the Sheelaghs into the stone-work of their chapels, just as they used the stones from stone-circles as the corner-stones for new churches on older, sacred sites. They were not destroying these sites, in their eyes, but re-dedicating them. It was only later, after the Synod of Whitby, that this knowledge was slowly destroyed.015-danebury-ring-hill-fort-east-gate-diagram

The smaller Banjo enclosures were like smaller womb-like places, that also fed the surrounding countryside and brought fertility to the local inhabitants, but these smaller enclosures seemed to be an introduction from a foreign peoples, from Northern parts of Europe. They brought their knowledge of working with the earth with them when they came. I don’t know who these people are, but every time we have worked with a Banjo enclosure we have picked up the energy of immigrants from Northen countries, Saxon/Scandinavian? People who married into the communities or settled by themselves.

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Antennaed Banjo enclosure with Access point.

The Banjos, were often smaller satellite communities of larger Mother sites, and energetically connected to the larger sites. All of these places were connected. The big sites fed the smaller sites. But what is also significant about these banjos is the ‘Access point’. These points are always at the entrance to the avenue of the enclosure and the energy which enters the enclosure is regulated from here.

Looking at the diagram it seems apparent that the access point is the seat of female creative energy. It is the energy of creation. This point, in a Banjo enclosure, is where the energy comes in from the earth or from the sky. It feeds the Banjo enclosure with the right amount of energy, which comes in from different energy sources.

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Spring-fed pond in Fosbury during Winter.

Our ancestors knew exactly what they were doing when they created these power places and they understood how to keep the balance of the male and Female in every level of society. Sometimes, in larger hillfort sites, the energy point is in the spring-fed pond within the communal space. Springs have always been seen as emerging from the body of the Mother, and therefore filled with her life-giving essence. Everything these people did was done in a sacred way, in their sacred spaces of the Mother.

Different Mother sites are aligned with either Spring or Summer. Winter vortices tend to be smaller, and sometimes small spring vortices can be close to the Winter ones.  Fosbury Hillfort, in Wiltshire is a wonderful, Summer Hillfort. Just being there is a nurturing experience.

I was introduced to Fosbury, a 26 acre site, by a fellow Archaeology student named Matt Nichol and he felt incredibly protective of the site, without really realising why! The first time he took me there I was blown away by the love I felt from the site. I knew, without a doubt, that the people who had lived in this settlement had known abundance and safety. Even going there in Winter, with snow all around, you don’t feel the cold. You feel completely nurtured and secure and you know that all of your needs will be met. The feeling at the site is of a fecund mother, full of all the good things that nature can provide. A place of security and love.

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Interior of Coldridge Banjo.

Every time I went to do work at this site, re-connecting it to the smaller Banjo enclosure of Coldridge, a few miles away, I was always greeted by the great loving energy there. Fosbury ‘fed’ the smaller Banjo enclosure with red energy, which wrapped itself around the small enclosure, feeding it with its life energy, like a child connected by an umbilical cord. This was a common occurrence, with larger Hillforts connecting to smaller banjo Enclosures.

At the bottom of the Coldridge Banjo, there are two vortices, side by side, a Spring Vortex and a Winter Vortex, each active at that time and all connected to Fosbury. Nothing works in isolation All are connected. And all play a different role within the larger network of energies.

Attunements: 3rd Level of the Artemis Temple

earthThe third sphere of the Artemis Temple path: At this level, you are completely focused on your work as a representative of the Divine Feminine/Masculine on the planet. Devotion is the main energy at this level.

Whichever Goddess temple, or Knight energy, you belong to, is who you represent when teaching and passing on the codes of light. You are connected to the Sisterhood and Brotherhood of Teachers in other dimensions and to all intents and purposes you are their channel for energy on the physical planet. Their energy is contained in your consciousness, and your own Soul facilitates this because there is no separation.

At this stage, you again receive hathor_risingsymbol energies which allow you to directly communicate and receive information from the Energies you are energetically bonded to. You become the channel, and embodiment for that knowledge, wisdom, and frequency of healing love. You are still completely yourself, but you are more healed, more expanded and much wiser. All your personal desires are ‘quiet’ as you realise that it is the Mother’s Will which guides your actions and not your own. This applies to where you go, how you express your gifts, etc, but it does not mean that you lose yourself. You become more of yourself. What you create from this expanded self is far better than anything you could have created with your own desires alone.

Here, you understand completely why you are here doing what you are doing. There is no longer any resistance or fear for your future, because you trust your own Self. You KNOW that you have a job to do and you do it. You are your Divine Self on earth, and when you look back on your life and all the trials and challenges it took to get here, you realise that it all has been worth it and you would not change a thing.

You are still human, with human feelings and thoughts, but you know how to manage them and how to heal them, so they do not control your life or make you feel helpless and hopeless. You move through them, because you know that there is no other way.

But this is just the beginning of this sphere of development and as you progress through it, learning and teaching, you add more wisdom and more learning to it, more energies and more abilities. And on it goes.

We are the channels through which these ancient Goddess energies flow. The expression of the qualities of that goddess are ours as are the qualities of the Knights, and servers of the Mother, as they flow through men.

Divine Balance, in all things, is our mutual goal.