Sometimes I wake up with my guides telling me stuff! Often it is in response to questions I have been asking in my head, exploring the whys and wherefores of life as a Soul in human incarnation.

Like many people at the moment, I am thinking of Rulership. What does it mean to be a Ruler of a country, be it King, Queen, Prime Minister, President, Taoiseach, etc? I have been looking back at my own past-life history and the ruling positions I have had over the centuries, most of them pretty badly handled, unfortunately!  As Souls, we learn about all facets of human development and this includes the role of leader. Lessons in how to rule, how to wield power fairly etc, are all part of our soul learning.

Not me!

About fifteen years ago I had a regression session with Melvyn Foey, a Network Chiropractor who I see regularly. During that session, I went back into a life I had as an Indian Maharajah, a long time before the coming of the English. When I was a young boy I had a spiritual teacher, who was training me to be a wise and good king. My father died early and I became King but I wasn’t old enough to rule so my mother ruled in my stead. My teacher was trying to teach me humility and how to rule well but I was incredibly narcissistic, and abusive. His teachings were wasted on me.

My mother constantly fed me with her ideas, which contradicted my teacher’s, and which were far more attractive to me than ideas of spiritual humility and service. To me, they smacked of powerlessness and I wanted power. I had power. That was the most amazing thing I experienced in the regression. My power energy radiated out from me. It was like a drug. It disconnected me from any other human emotion. If someone was ‘weak’ or did something wrong I would not hesitate to kill them. They didn’t matter to me, especially women. It was like being tapped into an unending source of energy that gave me godlike powers over life and death. It was an addiction.

However, that life ended badly! A failed assassination attempt shocked me so much that I developed a mental illness. I could not understand why anyone would want to kill me and I became paranoid and hid myself away. It was a complete shock to the system. Wasn’t I all-powerful? My mother remained the ruler behind the scenes while I sank further and further into a bottomless pit of paranoia and depression.

The people of my kingdom staged a revolt and stormed the palace, dragging me out into the grounds.  I was pushed to my knees by the leader of the revolt. In front of the crowd, he was going to take my head. As he looked down at me, sword in hand, I looked up at him, and with a sudden moment of lucidity, I recognised that he was just like me! Power hungry and ruthless. I laughed and my life ended with one swing of his sword. 

As a result of that regression, I see through different eyes. I see Trump and his ego and I remember myself! I see the leaders of countries fulfilling their own personal needs for power and control. And I remember myself! How can I judge them when I have been there? That’s not to say that I can’t dislike them, but I can’t judge them.

I have had other lives, where I have been the observer of rulers, or advisors to them, and also lifetimes where I experienced being abused as a young ruler, so I have learned about power!

This morning’s message, coming in just as I was waking up, was about being a king, and what that meant. The message was “As a king, you act charitably.” It is not about desiring personal power, but of acting charitably towards the people who put you in that position. It isn’t about personal needs but about other’s needs. You are in a position of wealth and governance to help the poor and to make other’s lives better. The people’s wealth is not your wealth. It is there to create order, to create stability, to create balance. Needless to say this also applies to women in power, it’s not only about kings.

Thinking of why my guides specifically spoke about kings, in terms of the Gaia Method and the men who train in the system, it is about learning to use their skills and abilities to benefit others. This doesn’t mean that they live in penury while others live off of them, but it means that money is there to be used to benefit the lives of others as well as yourself. All is balance; you cannot help anybody financially if you are destitute! As my guides told me a few years ago, “You are not a philanthropist.” I was surprised and questioned their meaning. Their reply was “Because philanthropists are rich!” At that time I was trying to serve others but I was sacrificing my own needs to do it, which left me in a worse position than they were!  I was giving out-of-balance, so I turned it around!

Nuada Airgetlam, King of the Tuatha De Danaan.

The role of men in the Gaia Method is to learn to be a king, a leader, even if outwardly you look nothing like one. It is an internal process, a process of letting go of ‘holding on’. It is an initiatic path of service, just as it is for women. But the healing is different because men are raised differently in our society. Think of the old spiritual kings, King Arthur, Egyptian kings until after Akhenaten’s reign, the stories of King Nuada, Aairgetlam. They were ‘married’ to Sovereignty, the Female Power of the Land and its people. They role was to serve. They trained to be king, letting go of personal desires for power and wealth and learned to put the land, through the Divine Feminine energy, and her people first. Letting go of the need for control is a powerful step!

If they failed, on any level, they lost their power and their position. It was a constant balancing act for them. Nuada lost his arm in a battle and lost his position. He was no longer ‘perfect’, i.e. he had lost his connection to the Goddess. Arthur too, lost himself, because he became too emotionally attached to his desire for personal connection to Guinevere, who was Sovereignty.

The path to Divine Kingship is the path of letting go and learning to serve. It is the path of the Eagle. Learning to use higher vision to soar above the selfish human desires and the need for power-over. There is nothing wrong with desire, but for a king, it has to be channelled correctly. There is nothing wrong with having power so long as it too is used correctly. There is nothing wrong with being rich, so long as we remember to use it well in the service of others, in however you feel guided to do. A

A King is evolved enough, through healing and hard work, to desire to serve the greater good. He is training to be the partner of Sovereignty and women in the system are training to be Sovereignty!  Everything is balance! The great outcome of this path is that we learn to create our lives more richly, because it removes our unconscious fears of ‘having’. We are not just doing this for ourselves, but for others!

For men to reach Kingship status, he has learned to value women, letting go of unconscious and conscious beliefs about them as powerless, sexual, or whatever their particular beliefs tell them. He has to heal his own Mother issues, his relationship issues etc. The same as women have to do about the father, and their own lack of power and sovereignty.

There is a progression of development for men. They are a Knight, serving a Lady, just like in the Old Days!  The Lady assists the knight to let go of his old beliefs about women, and the power issues that arise from those beliefs. The Knight protects the lady, making it easier for them both to carry out their work, assisting the Land and its people.  The Lady too works on her negative beliefs around men and heals her own traumas around power and abuse at the hand of men and patriarchal systems.  The man might never reach King Status, and that’s OK. Not all women can heal enough of themselves to reach their Sovereignty role either. But it is the desire to work hard and get there that counts.

The Lady too works on her negative beliefs around men and heals her own traumas around power and abuse at the hand of men and patriarchal systems.  They teach each other how to rule in service. The man might never reach King Status, and that’s OK. Not all women can heal enough of themselves to reach their Sovereignty role either. But it is the desire to work hard and get there that counts.

6^th September 2016.

It is written, that in man’s greatest hour of need, that Mother Nature will turn against him and all of his cruelties.  That She will close her eyes to the suffering which he has inflicted on the innocents and that She will refuse to participate in the cruel seduction that manipulates the masses, under the ‘guise’ of leadership.

Mankind is about to find that neither man, woman nor beast is to be spared. It is only through the harsh reality of Nature’s power that mankind will be brought to its knees. Once this process of ‘cleansing’ is complete you will find an altogether different humanity, a ‘humanity’ truly deserving of that name.

In times to come this period will be known in history as ‘the great upheaval’, and in the generations to come, mankind will find himself with more respect; more respect for himself, for the Earth and for his equal in nature, Womankind. For it is to her he will look when Nature finally rebels.

Womankind will prove to be the saviour of mankind, for they are resilient and have suffered much at the hands of man. Now their time is coming. The Great Mother will take her place beside a very much humbled ‘man-kind’ and the world will change its direction. New leaders will rise from the ashes of the old, as will new ‘queendoms’. Now it is the time for the great new beginning.

Mortality rates will be high during this time so prepare for much grief. This cannot be avoided. But fare thee well and we will come as and when necessary to give the next steps on your journey, until you find yourself in your own place on earth, the place you chose many moons ago.

Adonai, dear sister, we wish you well on the next leg of the journey. Fare thee well.

The Masters of humanity.

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2 September 2016.

The goal of feminism is not to make men obsolete, but to recognise that women have a God-given right to a free life, a fulfilling life, a creative life, just as man has afforded himself those rights. It is not man’s role to control the women around him, but to recognise that without women they would not survive.

The danger, at present, is that man believes that he is at the top of the social pyramid and therefore his beliefs and ideas should be everyone’s, especially women’s.  If women are to be a force for change in this world, then they need to ask themselves two things:

1) Do they feel that they have the ‘right to exist alongside’ man, or do they ‘believe’ that they are second-class citizens, as they have been taught?

2) Do they believe that they can succeed?

This latter question is most important, for if they believe that they will not succeed, that the odds are stacked against them, then they will not be successful.

Any anthropologist will tell you, that the female of the species is the one that maintains the integrity of the group. The male role is for the procreation and the protection of the more vulnerable members of the society, not that females cannot also fulfil that role, but the male ‘stands guard’ while the female ‘gives birth.’ That is their pairing. While a woman is birthing life, creating new forms, she is vulnerable and the man’s role is to keep her safe from predators.

Unfortunately, man has become the predator and therefore women are no longer safe, as they were long ago. Now the time has come for women to take up the Rod of Power once more, and to wield that power for the benefit of mankind. It is time for the women of the world to take her place beside man, but first, man has to learn a hard lesson, and this lesson is long overdue.

Culturally, women have been born to breed, born to care-take, and to care for and maintain, man’s position in his self-created world. That is all about to change and only time will tell if the women of the world can rise to the challenge.

Now it is time to re-install the new codes of women’s empowerment. The codes that will be transmitted to every woman on the planet, young and old, codes that will reaffirm the power of Womanhood in an ailing world. Time to give back to the world what man, in his quest and greed for power, has stripped away.

Prepare now for a revolution, but this time, it will be a revolution of woman-kind and the collapse of the old world, birthing the new. Prepare yourself for this great new adventure, and let it bring a note of joy, long missing, to your world. It has been a long time coming.

Images taken from http://mariaxhe.blogspot.com.eg/2009/11/fantasy_01.html

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This information came about after an upsetting event involving a male child in my husband’s family home, which you can read about here. This is the response from my guides on the matter:

“It all began when Man was still grappling to understand his place in the Universe. Circumcision was the Universal symbol of the punishment for original sin, as it was understood then. It was symbolically the male self-punishment for the acceptance of Eve’s Apple. The belief was, that if it were not for Man’s lust and desire, he would not have fallen.

In those days, women were not seen in the same light that they are seen in today. They were seen as the Guardians of Mankind, guiding and developing male-ness in the world.

But as beliefs changed, old practices persisted. A circumcised man was a devotee of the Goddess, sacrificing his foreskin a way of showing his dedication through the dedication of his body; willing to sacrifice his most treasured possession, in fealty to the Goddess. He made the decision consciously, as an adult. All male devotees sacrificed this part of their anatomy. Over time, religious beliefs dictated that all  men should sacrifice this symbol of their Sin, as atonement. All foreskins were gifted to the Goddess. Slowly, slowly, the practice became one which was carried on younger and younger males until male babies were circumcised too.  A practice which persists to this day.

Men believed that it was their fault that mankind had fallen from grace, that it was their lust that had created the famines and floods of their age, and it was only through the sacrifice of part of the instrument of that lust, their symbol of fertility and power, that fertility could be restored. Only then could peace, and survival, be restored to them. They were, quite literally, ‘stripping away their manhood’, symbolically.  So it was the sacrificial offering, the dedication of man’s fertility to the Goddess of the Earth and Sky, that began the practice.

With the ascendancy of the male Gods, Eve/Woman began to see her as the temptress. Men saw the goddess as the reason why all had failed.  t was not their/man’s fault, but eh fault of the Goddess. So as the religious landscape shifted so did the evidence of circumcision.  It was no longer viewed as a necessary sacrifice to the Goddess, but became instead ‘revenge’ against her. It represented all their  ‘badness’ in the old religion and was a constant reminder of how they had sacrificed their ‘good’ for Womankind and the Earth. The calamities raging around them were the fault of the Goddess, not of their own male weaknesses.

As a result, women were now to be denied the ‘power’ of the male member and the foreskin became a symbolic reminder to Woman of man’s previous sacrifice, a sacrifice that Woman no longer deserved. So it was never a rule dictated by God, but an act of revenge against the diminishing power of womankind. Instead of the male sacrifice to the Goddess, the act of revenge involved the same sacrifice to the emerging power of the male gods. The Goddess no longer deserved this sacrifice, so they gave it the Gods instead. Instead of giving up the practice, they turned it instead to the male gods, whose fertility kept the land fertile and productive.

This practice, and vengeful act, persists to this day, but men only hurt themselves in their act of revenge, an act whose roots have been forgotten but which continue to inflict pain on innocent victims unecessarily.

http://oracc.museum.upenn.edu/amgg/listofdeities/mothergoddess/

https://stomouseio.wordpress.com/2015/01/25/jewish-museum-berlin-exhibition-snip-it-stances-on-ritual-circumcision-until-01-03-2015/